Tuesday, September 19, 2006 Mixed Feelings.I'm feeling being "mixed" like a pile of sweetness & bitterness. Well, things changes pretty quick. Exactly I'm quite disappointed over somebody. Well, at least I know that she's happy now. Her blog is so obvious. During the time when we're together, I don't feel it from her blog. I think too much le. Being paranoid. =)My mum found out that we're through. She guessed it. Only my mum understands my point. The true fact is: "I'm NOT PERFECT!" I'm not good in words. I just speak from my heart. Believe me? Believe me not? I don't care. So many people is out there who is concerned for me.I have to grow up someday to become a somebody & I'll make sure I won't pamper my kids. That's the biggest mistakes. I've been pampered like a prince in my old Faber Hills days. I have been very poor once. 4 people staying under a 2 room flat? HAVE YOU EVER TRIED THAT BEFORE?At least now I understand the feelings of being rich & poor. I did cried once before during my Secondary school days. "WHY MUST THIS THING HAPPENED TO ME INSTEAD OF OTHERS? WHY DO I HAVE TO MOVE TO HOUGANG & TRAVEL ALL THE WAY TO JIN TAI SECONDARY SCHOOL TO STUDY?" It's really bad enough from Kallang to my old school. HOUGANG IS WORSE!I have already decided how to do for the next 10 years. Until pass out as Dog Handler. The project will start. I will prove to others that I'm not a "NO LIFE" person.When I hit 21? HSR! HERE I COME!Thank you Jean. Thank you Meiqin. Penned at1:10 AM ________________________________________________________
Mixed Feelings.I'm feeling being "mixed" like a pile of sweetness & bitterness. Well, things changes pretty quick. Exactly I'm quite disappointed over somebody. Well, at least I know that she's happy now. Her blog is so obvious. During the time when we're together, I don't feel it from her blog. I think too much le. Being paranoid. =)My mum found out that we're through. She guessed it. Only my mum understands my point. The true fact is: "I'm NOT PERFECT!" I'm not good in words. I just speak from my heart. Believe me? Believe me not? I don't care. So many people is out there who is concerned for me.I have to grow up someday to become a somebody & I'll make sure I won't pamper my kids. That's the biggest mistakes. I've been pampered like a prince in my old Faber Hills days. I have been very poor once. 4 people staying under a 2 room flat? HAVE YOU EVER TRIED THAT BEFORE?At least now I understand the feelings of being rich & poor. I did cried once before during my Secondary school days. "WHY MUST THIS THING HAPPENED TO ME INSTEAD OF OTHERS? WHY DO I HAVE TO MOVE TO HOUGANG & TRAVEL ALL THE WAY TO JIN TAI SECONDARY SCHOOL TO STUDY?" It's really bad enough from Kallang to my old school. HOUGANG IS WORSE!I have already decided how to do for the next 10 years. Until pass out as Dog Handler. The project will start. I will prove to others that I'm not a "NO LIFE" person.When I hit 21? HSR! HERE I COME!Thank you Jean. Thank you Meiqin. Penned at1:10 AM ________________________________________________________
Penned at1:10 AM ________________________________________________________
Ryan 21 8th December 1986 Sagittarius Single Dance Cherographer Special Constable Sales Executive ryan.dekabreak@gmail.com *Loves* White & Black Dancing Spicy Cheese Animals Tokusatsu Clubbing Pubbing Sentosa Volleyball Squash King of Fighters Mahjong Pool (9ft) *Wishlist* [ ]Girlfriend [x]HTC Touch [x]Laptop [x]Class 3 [x]Sony Playstation Portable [ ]Bluetooth Headset [ ]WHITE Oakley Shades [x]1 MORE Louis Vuitton Wallet www.flickr.com This is a Flickr badge showing public photos from ryan_dekabreak. Make your own badge here. *IMEEM* Tagboard Links .Audrey. .Benson. .Emily. .Evangeline. .Fadzli. .HuiTing. .Ivy. .Jocelyn. .Jolyn. .KeeYu. .Kelly. .Melvin. .Pearl. .Rachael. .Ridzuwan. .Rizal. .Ruby. .Stephanie. .Syafiq. .Trish. .WeiZhong. .XinYi. Archives October 2005; November 2005; December 2005; January 2006; February 2006; March 2006; April 2006; May 2006; June 2006; July 2006; August 2006; September 2006; October 2006; November 2006; December 2006; January 2007; February 2007; March 2007; April 2007; May 2007; June 2007; July 2007; August 2007; September 2007; October 2007; November 2007; December 2007; January 2008; February 2008; March 2008; April 2008; May 2008; June 2008; July 2008; August 2008; September 2008; Counter
21 8th December 1986 Sagittarius Single Dance Cherographer Special Constable Sales Executive ryan.dekabreak@gmail.com *Loves* White & Black Dancing Spicy Cheese Animals Tokusatsu Clubbing Pubbing Sentosa Volleyball Squash King of Fighters Mahjong Pool (9ft) *Wishlist* [ ]Girlfriend [x]HTC Touch [x]Laptop [x]Class 3 [x]Sony Playstation Portable [ ]Bluetooth Headset [ ]WHITE Oakley Shades [x]1 MORE Louis Vuitton Wallet www.flickr.com This is a Flickr badge showing public photos from ryan_dekabreak. Make your own badge here. *IMEEM* Tagboard Links .Audrey. .Benson. .Emily. .Evangeline. .Fadzli. .HuiTing. .Ivy. .Jocelyn. .Jolyn. .KeeYu. .Kelly. .Melvin. .Pearl. .Rachael. .Ridzuwan. .Rizal. .Ruby. .Stephanie. .Syafiq. .Trish. .WeiZhong. .XinYi. Archives October 2005; November 2005; December 2005; January 2006; February 2006; March 2006; April 2006; May 2006; June 2006; July 2006; August 2006; September 2006; October 2006; November 2006; December 2006; January 2007; February 2007; March 2007; April 2007; May 2007; June 2007; July 2007; August 2007; September 2007; October 2007; November 2007; December 2007; January 2008; February 2008; March 2008; April 2008; May 2008; June 2008; July 2008; August 2008; September 2008; Counter
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