RYAN RULE THIS BLOG!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I guess this is the feeling I have in my heart now. I'm confused. Something is going to happen soon. I can feel it. Something big.

On the 3rd of Oct. Some bastards came outside my house & pour green paint outside my house. Stating his or her contact there & saying O$P$. If you don't know? It's Owe Money Pay Money. My home was pretty affected. Especially my mother.

Today on the 20th of Oct. The SAME thing happened again & yet this time they used marker to write it inside the lift. BOTH lifts & my corridor. Hougang NPC Team Delta came down & took statement. My mum was affected again.

Mother. Get well soon. I love you!

Now she's asleep. Before she went to bed. She said that I'm buying you a LAPTOP for your 21st birthday. I was OVERJOYED. I almost cried. Well, ALMOST! I guess it's the best gift I ever have. Brother just came back from Thailand & only bought me a pair of 3/4s & gave me a new bottle of PRADA perfume. I love it too!

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PRADA PERFUME! It's BLUE solution!

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Kenny - Edison - Ryan - Adam - Wilson - Joanna

Gay with Edison. (LOOK AT WILSON SIDEBURNS! LOL!)

Jonathan's birthday celebration @ Food for Thought

Aspharr - Edison - Ryan - Kenny - Wilson

Without you. My life still goes on smiling. But how long will this last?

Penned at
1:50 AM
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Sunday, October 21, 2007

Do you know you are very selfish?

You said you have no feelings for Sharon & you really have to let her go? Do you know how Sharon feel? Have you ever thought of the things that happened between both of you?

Fajar Syah.

You are the WORST guy I ever known. I know you won this competition.

BUT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING!

I don't treat this as A FUCKING COMPETITION! I treat this AS A COMMITMENT!

Trust me. I won't touch you. Being friends & brother for so long. You got the cheek to tell me this that it's a competition? I'm badly hurt by all the SMS you said.

You told Sharon you will give EVERYTHING to her. Now you got Jiaxi, are YOU sure that you can do it? Sharon is more hurt than me. I'm nothing. I can easily get over my problems & mistry. Fadzli told me what happened that night & I CAN'T ACCEPT THIS FACT THAT MY BROTHER IS DOING SUCH A CRUEL THING TO HIS ONCE LOVED GIRLFRIEND WHO IS WILLING TO COMMIT & MARRY HER! I seen most of the testimonials that you wrote? You forget em' so easily don't you? What about Sharon? Have you spare a thought for how she feels?
I always thought you are 1 of the most committed boyfriend. I was wrong.

BIG TIME WRONG!

You got the cheek to end your SMS with "Your brother syah."?

1 thing for sure Fajar Syah. I feel that my temper only gets in the way. YOU JOLLY WELL know that I will cool it within days. If you don't know?

PLEASE READ MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE! I STATED IT VERY CLEARLY!

For Jiaxi. I don't blame you having chemistry for Fajar. If you think he's worth it? By all means. You have my blessings & I know some day someone can treat me better & I can cherish this particular person.

Maybe some day you might happened to be the 2nd Sharon? You yourself seen what Fajar did to Sharon. You're a nice girl. Do you think it's RIGHT step?

You decide.

Penned at
5:53 AM
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

I don't know why.

I'm just tired of blogging now. Seriously speaking, I'm just heart broken.

People around me had given advice on how to deal with my solution. Well, I just can't seem to put down. Maybe in the 1st place, I shouldn't have do so much things for her. I just leave it as it is for now. Maybe I should just wait until Nov 13 when her Os are completed.

For the past few weeks, I enjoyed myself. I just got to know this new bunch of people from WLNY Hougang. They are the bunch who really enlighten me on my current situation. A big thank you to WLNY Hougang.

I guess it's 1 of the most happening chatroom ever. Within this short weeks, I got to know AT LEAST 20 people in Hougang. They are the most happening bunch. Different people with different background & attitude.

I think Blogger got a slight problem. I can't upload the picture. Feel free to check out my Friendster instead.

Anyway, my uncle's wedding have been shifted to 9 December. So I'll be celebrating my 21st birthday with a BBQ in Hougang. Don't ask me why. I just wanna do it there.

Be positive RYAN! What happened to the confident Ryan?

Penned at
3:04 AM
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Ryan

21
8th December 1986
Sagittarius
Single
Dance Cherographer
Special Constable
Sales Executive
ryan.dekabreak@gmail.com

*Loves*
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Dancing
Spicy
Cheese
Animals
Tokusatsu
Clubbing
Pubbing
Sentosa
Volleyball
Squash
King of Fighters
Mahjong
Pool (9ft)

*Wishlist*
[ ]Girlfriend
[x]HTC Touch
[x]Laptop
[x]Class 3
[x]Sony Playstation Portable
[ ]Bluetooth Headset
[ ]WHITE Oakley Shades
[x]1 MORE Louis Vuitton Wallet

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