RYAN RULE THIS BLOG!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I used to call you my girl.
I used to call you my friend.
I used to call you the love.
The love that I never had.

When I think of you.
I don't know what to do.
When will I see you again.

I miss you like crazy.
Even more than words can say.
I miss you like crazy.
Every minute of every day.
Girl i'm so down.
When your love's not around.
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy.

You are all that I want.
You're all that i need.
Can't you see how I feel.
Can't you see that my pain's so real.

When i think of you.
I don't know what to do.
When will i see you again.

I miss you like crazy.
Even more than words can say.
I miss you like crazy.
Every minute of every day.
Girl i'm so down.
When your love's not around.
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy.

My words are nothing to you.

Penned at
8:30 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Well, happy birthday to Ling Hui's friend.

I feel so weird going to a party of 15-16 m/f party. Lucky the great RYAN was there, or else BBQ pit won't be able to set up. HAHA! (I sound so pro. But I'm not.)

Lucky for me, there's some people of my age group was there. The party was exactly fun. Ling Hui is so sweet to invite me to her friend's birthday BBQ. I don't really know her. 'cos I got to know her during Chingay under "Path".

The party ended early though. I'm still kicking & alive. I'm bored to tears. Wanted to go over to Marina Square to find Melvin & the rest. But I decided to go MONSTER CUE to meet up with Eric, Fadzli, Wen Yao, Theophilus, Calvin, Fajar, Edison & Alex.

Then I saw Keng Guan. YES! KG! People keep on bullying him. I don't know why. But he's a nice lad.

But I realised something, izzit just me can't play 8ft? OR I SUCK? 'cos I challenge KG's friend who is a BUNG for a 8ft 8 ball. All my placings are trashed & I missed ALL the centre pocket. This sucks. =(

After that, Fadzli, Theo & I went home. That's all for the day.

When I reached home, I'm really HAPPY! I received an e-mail from my maid. She took care of me since 6. She's doing fine there. For my 1st personal trip, my 1st choice will be PHILIPINES! No one is gonna change that. 'cos I miss her dearly. =D

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Penned at
12:25 AM
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Friday, February 17, 2006

This entry is from my MAMA!

YES! MY MOTHER! MY REAL KAA-SAN! (Sound like MagiMother. LOL!)

After tons of work, I finally resized the pictures that both me & my mother loves. She went to Israel for a holiday. THE LAND OF CHRISTIANS! Well, she left me ALL alone with the HOUSE for 13 days. Got girlfriend, of course it's GOOD! No girlfriend. Haiz. No one wants me. This sucks.

Well, this entry is all the pictures that she took. That's all.

Beautiful?

The sky of Israel.

She told me what's this picture. But I forget. BUT it's really NICE!

Make a guess. Where's this place.

My mum's friends. I don't want to comment.

NO COMMENTS!

Make a WILD GUESS! Which is my Mum? LOL! =D

Well, she's the one. "I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE ISRAEL" LOL! =X

After a HARD day of TAKING PICTURES! Jin Dulan!

Posers. Her son is so much better. LOL!

This is my FAV! This picture is from her hotel room. YES! HOTEL ROOM!

Stone Man

She looks like the people from Israel. I shall call it "Israelians" LOL! =X

The wind causes the damage. Cool eh?

Well, she's back. I'm happy that she's home safe. She got me Red Wine from Israel. LOL!

Some say that I'm acting too hasty,
But I love you and it's driving me crazy.
Wish I could stop this soul from hurting.
Why don't you think of me...

Penned at
12:55 AM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

Today is just normal bla bla day in ET.

Well, my brother bought me a Vicer during his Thailand trip. I can't possibly lay it for dust right? So I decided to wear a LITTLE HIP to go ET. It's my 1st time wearing a Vicer out. I kinda like it. =D

Well, it's in a mess. LOL!

Eric wants to join the hip hip club too.

Today I will like to introduce 2 HEROS of ours.

Theophilus & Wen Yao.

They love to hong girls. Their theory of asking girls number is called CHEE HONG BING FA!

Discussion period of the 1st CHEE HONG BING FA in KFC. HAHA!

Everytime my heart calls your name.
Your memory draws me in.
Just like a moth drawn to a flame.
For awhile it feels like nothing's changed.

Penned at
11:27 PM
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Well, it's really a happening day for me. But it's not perfect when Qin is not around. Haiz.

Today went over to Marina Square for a bowling session. RYAN? BOWLING!? Nahz. It's not my cup of tea. I rather play billard or pool. I tio owned by Melvin & Ivan. The outcome for billard is TERRIBLE! My points are NEGATIVE! Guess I'm not in the right mood.

After that, Melvin, Kenneth & Ivan started bowling. Well, it's really funny. Even the 2 girls beside our lane also BUAY TA HAN us. I didn't know Kenneth is a pro blower. I MEAN BOWLER. HAHA! He even bring his personal BALL! It's 13 pound. So girls out there. If you're interested in a guy with a 13 pound BALL, I'll direct you to him. =D

But I realised something, Melvin & Ivan does a pose after bowling. I took many shots. But I found each of them got potential in POSING!

I'm not surprised if he does that. cos he hit a STRIKE!

BUT I don't understand why Ivan does his "Butterfly" pose. He never hit a strike & yet he's celebrating. What a dumbo. =X

After that, go over for KOF session. trashed a RUGAL user. Random never bore me out. I play until that loser bang the KOF machine. Kenneth said: "The arcade is gonna pay for maintance soon." HAHA!

Well, it's really sad. Valerie & Gregory as 1 couple. Simon & Carol as 1 couple. Where's Qin? Haiz.

Zhili also tio suanned. The reason is simple. Simon & Carol is wearing PINK. So is he. LOL!

Then saw Felicia & Dickson. FELICIA IMPROVED HER POOL SKILLS! ET people, be on the lookout. No wonder that twinky couple MIA for so long. JIN DULAN!

My pool today super on form. Beat Simon, Ivan & Melvin. =D

A message to someone. If you want others to respect you, please respect others. Stop behaving like a 12 year old kid. I respect you as my bro. If you feel that I don't? That's too bad. I won't force you. Your mood is way beyond control. I'm not someone who YOU can use to vent your ANGER on. I did nothing wrong. Even if I did? TELL ME! Don't try xiao dong zhuo. It's uthering DISGUSTING & CHILDISH!

Well, it's a good & bad Valentine's Day for me.

Here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
Here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams.
Only you and me.

Penned at
12:04 AM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Yo I'm back.

Well today is Valentine's day. All the best to everyone.

Well singles out there, there's a guide point for a friend of mine.

If you wanna party during valentine's day, here's what you gonna do.

Go over to ANY pretty girl who you are interested in. Say this to her.

"Your boyfriend not that good. Can I have your number please? I'm better."

I won't be surprised if punches & kicks fly around. =D

Well, this year's Valentine's day is abit different. For my 19+ years of life, I never give flowers to any girl before. Qin is the lucky 1 girl. But she not only recieve flowers, she got a chocolate "cake". It's not a cake though. It's more like everything is CHOCOLATE but it looks like a cake.

Cool eh? 1 Blue 6 Peach 14 White

Took about 2 hours to make this. HEH! HEH!

"OOOO! MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE!" LOL!

I hope you'll hold me now. Somewhere within. And when you think about. What might have been.

Penned at
3:08 AM
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Monday, February 13, 2006

HELLO EVERYONE!

Well, this is my 50th post of my blog.

Today is just a normal day to me. Went over to ET to for KOF & pool session. Nothing unusual.

But something happened to Theophilus.

Well, today if I'm not wrong. It's the 15th of Lunar New Year. Theophilus supposed to have dinner with his family. But when he reach there, the dinner was over. His mum never tell him the time.

Is that his fault? Well, for my case, it's both fault.

ANYONE of family members should inform him the time.

Theo should make effort to ask what time was the dinner.

For the 1st time, I see Theo being so emotional. Well, it's really heartbreaking for me. EVEN FOR ME!

ET now closes at 9pm. Now can't KOF until 10pm le. Dammit.

Today, I'm surprised. Alex came ET to meet up with us. We went over to West Coast RC to play pool. Well, I'm not on form. Alex damn sway today. Normally he trash me in pool. But this time round, lady luck is with me. Sorry bro. =D

Well, I'm DJ-ing. SO FAR SO GOOD! NO COMPLAINS!

HAHA!!

I found a site. I see le I stunned 360.

http://www.youtube.com/?v=QZjZbtfcnZk

GO AND TAKE A LOOK! IT'S SAILORMOON! IT'S REAL ACTING!

SailorVenus's henshin like "Japanese Top Model"

LUNA! I don't wish to comment. See for yourself.

(They don't need medicure. When you watch you will understand why.)

Brilliant complexion. The glow of your smile. Perfect happiness

Penned at
2:16 AM
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Friday, February 10, 2006

It's been a while I hang out with the ET people.

During my disappearance(DUE TO CHINGAY), there's too much things happened. Everyone was like no mood? Maybe it's because 14th is coming? Couples will have a great time. Singles will either lock themselves up or go out with friends.

For my position, I'm asking somone out. Seems to me that she's kinda busy with her bazaar in her school. She really took tons of efforts for this upcoming bazaar in her school. She's making necklace to sell in her school. I'm so proud of her! HOHO!

I just confessed my feelings to her somehow. I can't call her. Her HP is off. This sucks. Should be low battery ba. I don't really know confessing her to is the right thing to do anot. Or it's the utimate mistake that I made? I'm not sure either. It's up to her anyway. But I'm ok. My mind is in a mess now. Maybe I'm just worried that she won't accept me OR even ignore me!

DAMN!

What am I thinking!?

I should be confident of myself!

I just hope that I won't feel over confident.

Well Valerie & Huixian just pissed me off. I hate you. I won't play trivia with you often anymore.

From 2nd drop to 8th. Blame on Huixian & Valerie. =D

Never repeat the same mistake. You'll feel the same. (I guess I just did it.)

Penned at
1:56 AM
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Thursday, February 09, 2006

Chingay is over.

In process of watching Kamen Rider 555. Shawn lend me his whole DVD collection. HOHO!

But the show is abit boring. The concept of Kamen Rider Blade is so much better. 555 is more draggy. Very annoying. Kiba Yuuji & Inui Takumi keep lagging. Haiz.

Kamen Rider Faiz

Kamen Rider Kaixa

Kamen Rider Delta

I heard that Kamen Rider Ryuki is abit SENTAI style. Who got the DVD or VCD?

LEND ME OK!? =D

Will you be my date on 14th?

Penned at
12:57 AM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006

A big thank you to Eileen & Valerie for reminding me this.

Ever wondered how mahjong is played?

Well, it's simple though. You just need to pay some school fees.

Last night @ Eileen's place. Quite a number of people played mahjong though. But I realised something. YESTERDAY was the 1st time I see people play mahjong in a clockwise direction. HAHA!

Well, this morning I send Qin to school. Met up with Ang Kong. & surprised. I saw Celicia. Chat for a while. Then go back Hougang & send her home. That's it. =D

Everything Changes
but beauty remains
something so tender
I can't explain
well I may be dreamin
but still lie awake
can we make this dream last forever

Penned at
12:28 AM
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Well. 2nd day was trashed to me. Played mahjong with my familes. Lost. That's my 1st CNY loss in 2006. That's bad.

After that, went over to Lincoln's place for mahjong again? Win but less than $10. Theophilus, David, Lincoln(OF COURSE), Eric, Karen, Cheryl & her fiancee.

Theophilus's joke will be updated later as I'll update 3rd day of CNY 1st.

Well, 3rd day is CRAZY! After having our lunch with Theo & David, we move out in different directions. I'm off to Jurong West for a gathering. It was CRAZY!

I said off with mahjong. With new style of playing. "For example: DA DONG FANG"

I started DJ-ing again. SOMEHOW!

Uninvited guest was here.

Then I go home with VAL.

I decided to meet up with Meiqin. Talk & crap for a while. Then go home le.

I'm tired.

Gonna wake up early to send Meiqin to school. ITE Clementi. Send her & pick her up from school.

Waiting for her call.

OK! Theophilus's THEORY OF THE DAY!

After eating at Yew Tee Shopping Centre's foodcourt. We were discussing about prices of MRT & LRT. Theo was using the secondary student EZ Link though.

What happened was, I asked Theo why he doesn't want to take from Yew Tee MRT to CCK MRT. Transfer to LRT.

Theophilus's reply was. If I take MRT + LRT from Somerset to CCK transfer to LRT. It will cost 45cents + 35cents = 80cents. BUT if I were to take from Clementi to CCK transfer to LRT. It will cost 45cents + 45cents = 90cents.

Readers. WHAT KIND OF A RUBBISH IS THIS!

I'll cherish you. Will you do the same?

Penned at
12:18 AM
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