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Saturday, June 21, 2008
Firstly, I will like to let you know this. I don't mean anything. But I hope you can understand my point of view & not having any misunderstandings between us.
The purpose of my rejection for you to go London is mainly.
I'm worried for you & it's not that I don't trust you.
I know you can take care of yourself. But you fell on the escalator & hurt your knee. That's just not the main issue. By the time it reaches your London holiday. It's healed. That I can understand. But you recently just fall sick & I'm afraid you will "blackout" again. How you expect me to NOT to be worried for you? I know I have no rights for objection. But you really wanna go? By all means. I won't stop & I can't stop you.
Every night when I wanna talk things out but you don't seem to bother or you're tired. Well, I understand that due to your work commitment, studies & mentoring. I know you have your own problems to handle. I really hope you can tell me more so that I can carry your feelings & burden. 'cos I DO CARE!!
Maybe you're right, you have gone a rough and tough time before. Maybe FAR WORST than I do. But who understands your problems when you don't say or mention any word about this? Maybe it's really personal for you but hiding your problems in your heart. Do you think keeping in your heart will solve it? At least if you share, people will understand you more. This theory might sound REALLY stupid but I always believe this.
"Whether you're sick, if you don't do something about it, it will become far more worst than a simple sickness. You need some medication to heal them before it's too late."
Your problems is just like your leg, if you NEVER do ANYTHING about it, do you think it will heal just like that?
I hope you take no offence for the things I mentioned. But this is 1 way to convey & express my feelings. I don't wanna confront Delyse anymore 'cos she have her own problems and management to deal with.
My mind keeps on running with illusions & I'm afraid to lose you one day.
Penned at
12:44 AM
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Ryan
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8th December 1986
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