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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Everything single problems is caused by me. So be it. Blame me for all you want. No one understands me. No one understands from my point of view.
Maybe I'm just being myself. Too much of myself until I can't understand others. Well, it's over. If I choose to care, I might as well be kaypo. I'm too tired to think of some things anymore. If I choose not to, I'm at fault.
I'm really tired.
Everything is caused by me. Why is this happening to me? Am I really at fault? I think I have changed in some ways. I want to be a better person for others. But seems to me that I'm really screwing things up in my life. I'm not a perfect person. I'm always at fault.
I'm confused.
I'm tired.
I'm just a bystander.
I'm not good in anything.
I'm just a annoying shadow in other people's world.
I'm just a nuisance in my friends' world. But I don't want this to happen.
WHY?!?!?!?!
I'm full of doubts & questions. But I can't speak out.
I just wanna be a better person in everyone's life.
Penned at
11:44 PM
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Ryan
21
8th December 1986
Sagittarius
Single
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