Life is pretty boring now.

I feel pretty screwed up. Many events coming up & I'm working on those days. The feeling is like I'm working 1 morning, 1 night & 2 offs. On this few particular events I'm working either on my 2nd off which I have to report back in the morning OR I'm working night shift. Really boring life. I thought of going for Office Hour job. Please enlighten me. =(

Was talking to the laughing stock Kendron last night. Well, we shared our life in Woodlands Base & Airport Base. He's currently doing fine. I supposed. I kinda shared my problems to him. I really have to thank Kendron for being there to make me laugh & enlighten me.

He said I used to be a very cheerful & outcoming guy. I used to enlighten people's feelings & always spare a thought for each & everyone of my friends & teammates. But I'm very EGO. Why? I just wanna protect myself. Now, things are so different now. I want a cheerful life. But I'm not being myself anymore.

Now, I just wanna walk my life step by step & slowly find what I want.

Some pictures for today & I'll end this entry.

21st July. Thomas & Joanne's wedding. (My table of peeps)

Squad 11/06 personnel who attended Thomas's wedding. (Inculding Shi Yuan)

We are going to ORD on the 13th March 2008! HOHO!

I just want someone who can really undestand me.

Penned at
1:57 PM
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Ryan

21
8th December 1986
Sagittarius
Single
Dance Cherographer
Special Constable
Sales Executive
ryan.dekabreak@gmail.com


*Loves*
White & Black
Dancing
Spicy
Cheese
Animals
Tokusatsu
Clubbing
Pubbing
Sentosa
Volleyball
Squash
King of Fighters
Mahjong
Pool (9ft)


*Wishlist*
[ ]Girlfriend
[x]HTC Touch
[x]Laptop
[x]Class 3
[x]Sony Playstation Portable
[ ]Bluetooth Headset
[ ]WHITE Oakley Shades
[x]1 MORE Louis Vuitton Wallet