Tuesday, September 02, 2008

This blog is offically closed.

Thank you.

Anything please contact me.

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12:39 AM


Sunday, August 03, 2008

NEW Street Fighter IV Trailer.

This game reminds me of my childhood. LOL!

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1:23 AM


Wednesday, July 02, 2008

I am looking for ambassadors of a liquor brand to work for 3 hours on Friday night on regular basic.

$20/ hr $60 per night. Working hour will start from either 9 or 10 pm.

"Brand" Dress will be provided, no revealing costume. Interested, Drop me a call.


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3:05 PM


Saturday, June 21, 2008

Firstly, I will like to let you know this. I don't mean anything. But I hope you can understand my point of view & not having any misunderstandings between us.

The purpose of my rejection for you to go London is mainly.

I'm worried for you & it's not that I don't trust you.

I know you can take care of yourself. But you fell on the escalator & hurt your knee. That's just not the main issue. By the time it reaches your London holiday. It's healed. That I can understand. But you recently just fall sick & I'm afraid you will "blackout" again. How you expect me to NOT to be worried for you? I know I have no rights for objection. But you really wanna go? By all means. I won't stop & I can't stop you.

Every night when I wanna talk things out but you don't seem to bother or you're tired. Well, I understand that due to your work commitment, studies & mentoring. I know you have your own problems to handle. I really hope you can tell me more so that I can carry your feelings & burden. 'cos I DO CARE!!

Maybe you're right, you have gone a rough and tough time before. Maybe FAR WORST than I do. But who understands your problems when you don't say or mention any word about this? Maybe it's really personal for you but hiding your problems in your heart. Do you think keeping in your heart will solve it? At least if you share, people will understand you more. This theory might sound REALLY stupid but I always believe this.

"Whether you're sick, if you don't do something about it, it will become far more worst than a simple sickness. You need some medication to heal them before it's too late."

Your problems is just like your leg, if you NEVER do ANYTHING about it, do you think it will heal just like that?

I hope you take no offence for the things I mentioned. But this is 1 way to convey & express my feelings. I don't wanna confront Delyse anymore 'cos she have her own problems and management to deal with.

My mind keeps on running with illusions & I'm afraid to lose you one day.

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12:44 AM


Saturday, May 31, 2008

Lessons of life.

Games are a Reflection of your life.
Play to win or play not to lose.
True Communication is the results you get.
The only failure is a failure to participate.

If I have nothing good to say, I'll shut up.
If I have to open my mouth, I'll will speak words of life.

Bad news should go up?
God news should go everywhere.

If you want something, you got to go out and get it.
Dim chance doesn't mean NO HOPE!

Inspire - Help - Encourage - Praise
Support - Share - Appreciation - Affirm
Joy - Love - Trust - Courage
Forgiveness - Focus - Speed - Persistent

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11:05 PM


Thursday, April 24, 2008

What Ryan Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

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9:51 AM


Wednesday, April 23, 2008



I didn't MANAGE to blog 'cos I'm just too busy with work!

Well, I need to thank MANY people for reminding me. Melissa, Candy, Emily, Jac & many more.

Just 5 minutes ago, Beatrice also remind me.

After I left the Singapore Police Force, things around me are changing. I know it's TIME for me to face the REAL world. Frankly speaking, I don't like it. There are many different kind of people I'm learning to handle. Well, this is life. Life is unfair. Love is unfair. I don't care. As long I live with confidence & with the right attitude. I believe I can do it! GO4IT!

& 1 more thing.

Those who try to f**k me in MY BLOG?


(Did I just mention right attitude?) =x

Ok. Currently, I'm working as a property staff. Specialist in the East D14-18 Private Estates. It's a new FRESH new place & I'm starting from scratch. I got nothing about this line but I'm doing my best to do it. 'cos I know this is what I want.

I'm NOT DOING WELL 'cos I don't know much about this line. Although it's been 1 month I should be having deals on hand. But nope. I'm ZERO now.

BUT I know I'm going to do it well. 'cos I have a compelling reason to fulfill. I'm not going to give up 'til the end.

There's 1 person I wanna congrats.

That is FADZLI SHAH! I know it's pretty late that I wished you 23rd birthday in my blog. I was wondering whether you saw the video that Irving interviewed me. I just wanna say this to you. No matter what, my words will never change regardless of what happened between us. I wanna wish you all the best with Tiffany. Although I'm not always in the Cine Clique but I'll try my best to meet you guys as often as possible. Friends for 9 years already. I doubt it's going to end with some weird misunderstanding right?


There's 1 person I wanna apologize.

That is Jenifer. I'm sorry. I didn't manage to be right by your side when you were really down. Maybe it's just that the Chemistry is over. I don't have time for myself to get a good rest every night. I need to move on instead of waiting for you blindly. You might think I'm just the next asshole just like Kelvin. To be frank. I am 1. 'cos I didn't spend time with you after I sent you home that night on the 10th Apr. I was too committed in work. I know 5 cents doesn't affect me but I made a mistake. I'm sorry. You can choose not to forgive me. I don't blame you.

I guess this is it.

PS: Don't call and remind me to blog. It's annoying. SMS will do. =D

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12:03 AM



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