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2008-09-02T00:39:00.003+08:00

This blog is offically closed.

Thank you.

Anything please contact me.

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ryan.dekabreak@gmail.com

2008-08-03T01:23:00.001+08:00

NEW Street Fighter IV Trailer.

This game reminds me of my childhood. LOL!

2008-07-02T15:05:00.002+08:00

I am looking for ambassadors of a liquor brand to work for 3 hours on Friday night on regular basic.

$20/ hr $60 per night. Working hour will start from either 9 or 10 pm.

"Brand" Dress will be provided, no revealing costume. Interested, Drop me a call.

9072-7887

2008-06-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I will like to let you know this. I don't mean anything. But I hope you can understand my point of view & not having any misunderstandings between us.

The purpose of my rejection for you to go London is mainly.

I'm worried for you & it's not that I don't trust you.

I know you can take care of yourself. But you fell on the escalator & hurt your knee. That's just not the main issue. By the time it reaches your London holiday. It's healed. That I can understand. But you recently just fall sick & I'm afraid you will "blackout" again. How you expect me to NOT to be worried for you? I know I have no rights for objection. But you really wanna go? By all means. I won't stop & I can't stop you.

Every night when I wanna talk things out but you don't seem to bother or you're tired. Well, I understand that due to your work commitment, studies & mentoring. I know you have your own problems to handle. I really hope you can tell me more so that I can carry your feelings & burden. 'cos I DO CARE!!

Maybe you're right, you have gone a rough and tough time before. Maybe FAR WORST than I do. But who understands your problems when you don't say or mention any word about this? Maybe it's really personal for you but hiding your problems in your heart. Do you think keeping in your heart will solve it? At least if you share, people will understand you more. This theory might sound REALLY stupid but I always believe this.

"Whether you're sick, if you don't do something about it, it will become far more worst than a simple sickness. You need some medication to heal them before it's too late."

Your problems is just like your leg, if you NEVER do ANYTHING about it, do you think it will heal just like that?

I hope you take no offence for the things I mentioned. But this is 1 way to convey & express my feelings. I don't wanna confront Delyse anymore 'cos she have her own problems and management to deal with.

My mind keeps on running with illusions & I'm afraid to lose you one day.

2008-05-31T23:05:00.001+08:00

Lessons of life.

Games are a Reflection of your life.
Play to win or play not to lose.
True Communication is the results you get.
The only failure is a failure to participate.

If I have nothing good to say, I'll shut up.
If I have to open my mouth, I'll will speak words of life.

Bad news should go up?
God news should go everywhere.

If you want something, you got to go out and get it.
Dim chance doesn't mean NO HOPE!

Inspire - Help - Encourage - Praise
Support - Share - Appreciation - Affirm
Joy - Love - Trust - Courage
Forgiveness - Focus - Speed - Persistent

2008-04-24T09:51:00.003+08:00

What Ryan Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-04-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

*CHANGED OF IMEEM MUSIC!*

I'm SORRY!

I didn't MANAGE to blog 'cos I'm just too busy with work!

Well, I need to thank MANY people for reminding me. Melissa, Candy, Emily, Jac & many more.

Just 5 minutes ago, Beatrice also remind me.

After I left the Singapore Police Force, things around me are changing. I know it's TIME for me to face the REAL world. Frankly speaking, I don't like it. There are many different kind of people I'm learning to handle. Well, this is life. Life is unfair. Love is unfair. I don't care. As long I live with confidence & with the right attitude. I believe I can do it! GO4IT!

& 1 more thing.

Those who try to f**k me in MY BLOG?

PLEASE! YOU ARE JUST A FUCKING MINORITY!
(Did I just mention right attitude?) =x

Ok. Currently, I'm working as a property staff. Specialist in the East D14-18 Private Estates. It's a new FRESH new place & I'm starting from scratch. I got nothing about this line but I'm doing my best to do it. 'cos I know this is what I want.

I'm NOT DOING WELL 'cos I don't know much about this line. Although it's been 1 month I should be having deals on hand. But nope. I'm ZERO now.

BUT I know I'm going to do it well. 'cos I have a compelling reason to fulfill. I'm not going to give up 'til the end.

There's 1 person I wanna congrats.

That is FADZLI SHAH! I know it's pretty late that I wished you 23rd birthday in my blog. I was wondering whether you saw the video that Irving interviewed me. I just wanna say this to you. No matter what, my words will never change regardless of what happened between us. I wanna wish you all the best with Tiffany. Although I'm not always in the Cine Clique but I'll try my best to meet you guys as often as possible. Friends for 9 years already. I doubt it's going to end with some weird misunderstanding right?

BEST WISHES TO YOU!

There's 1 person I wanna apologize.

That is Jenifer. I'm sorry. I didn't manage to be right by your side when you were really down. Maybe it's just that the Chemistry is over. I don't have time for myself to get a good rest every night. I need to move on instead of waiting for you blindly. You might think I'm just the next asshole just like Kelvin. To be frank. I am 1. 'cos I didn't spend time with you after I sent you home that night on the 10th Apr. I was too committed in work. I know 5 cents doesn't affect me but I made a mistake. I'm sorry. You can choose not to forgive me. I don't blame you.

I guess this is it.

PS: Don't call and remind me to blog. It's annoying. SMS will do. =D

2008-03-06T14:55:00.002+08:00

Yes. I'm back today!

Well, just attended my LAST in-service for my counting down of National Service. I'll be a free man soon! Tomorrow will be my 2nd last morning shift? 11th March will be my LAST morning shift! 13th will be office hours. 14th?

ORD ORD ORD ORD

HOORAY!

I myself trying to decide what kind of subject to blog. I'm pretty broke now + I'm worried that I won't be getting paid this month as it's the last month, Aww PLEASE. Help me overcome this madness.

After 14th March 2008, I'm going to pursue my dreams. I just hope I can do well. I'm aimming for my 1st car. That is Peugeot 207 or 307 CC series. But I heard MANY MANY negative feedbacks about that car. But I kinda like the design. So maybe I got my HIGH Commission(s) then from there I'll pursue my DREAM CAR!

*** Mercedes Benz ***

Don't blame me. I like luxury cars. Unlike my brother, he likes sports car. No wonder he's driving a WRZ STI.

I'll prove you degree holders wrong that even a NITEC cert can exceed your annual income.

2008-02-29T13:39:00.002+08:00

It's been 1 month I haven't update my blog 'cos I'm very busy.

Well, as all of us know about the JI case that happened in Singapore. My workplace have no peace due to the jam in Woodlands Causeway. So readers, if you happen to drive or take bus there, try to avoid due to the jam & you guys know WHO WE ARE LOOKING ARE!

Well, I'm back in clubbing recently. I love O Bar & Double O. =D

Got myself a good items.

1: LV Wallet (AGAIN)
2: HTC Touch. (PDA Phone)

If you guys happened to watch the latest MV of Jay Chou. It's called Wu Shuang. It's the main theme song for the game Dynasty Warriors BB. I don't know what does it stands for. LOL! But the MV is way too cool. Search in youtube man! =D

GONNA ORD SOON!

(Fadzli. You're going to get it man. WHAT THE FARK IS THAT LION FOR IN YOUR BLOG!?)

Celebrates! =D

2008-01-29T05:41:00.000+08:00

Who's that ???

I can't be bothered. Hairless is good too! It's MORE clean! =D

Anyway, I'm back for today. Talking to Marlau though. Trying to solve her problems as much as I could 'cos I care.

Chinese new year is coming & I can't wait to get showered by RED PACKETS! LOL!

Got to know a few new friends. Like Marlau & Angel. Both messed up my life BIG time!

I'll be back soon. Maybe a few days. Let me get back my mood of blogging 1st.

Bah, life's a humbug. From Marlau.

2008-01-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

It's a new year & I'm supposed to be happy about. New commitments is made & I told myself never to repeat the same mistake again.

My ORD date is coming & I'm still stuck like that. It's supposed to be a brand new 2008 for me. But it doesn't seem to be this way.

Well, I really don't have the mood to blog anymore.

This might be my last entry. I'm not sure. Leave me alone.

It doesn't pay to help. But it hurts cos after helping? I'M IGNORED!

2007-12-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

Got this from my FACEBOOK.

ARIES - The Aggressive/Outgoing.

Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

TAURUS - The Tramp/Aggressive.

Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - The Twin/Nice.

Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The Beauty/MOST AMAZING KISSER.

Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compareSpontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion/Great talker.

Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that Waits/Dominant in relationships.

Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forgetThe one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One/Nice to everyone they meet.

Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.

SCORPIO - The Addict/EXTREMELY adorable.

Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous OneSpontaneous.

High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover/Love to bust.

Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water/Trustworthy.

Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being inlong-term relationships. Can be clumbsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

PISCES - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind.

Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes et used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

2007-12-18T02:20:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a month since I never blog.

I have lost interest in blogging though.

Well, I'll let you guys know what happened this few weeks.

On the 6th December 2 days before my birthday, my grandmother passed away. It was a terrible day for my father & some of us. What happened was. My father's sister is not willing to come down as her daughter Eileen is getting married & she feels that it's a curse that if she comes down, some things might happened to her. For me? I don't care! It's a farking respect that counts. Indeed, she came out with my brother's rival since young. That's what my daddy says. Farking lonesome fat meat. Her body was sent to Mandai on the 9th December.

On the 7th December, I offically returned after falling sick. My colleagues bought me a birthday cake. Thanks TEAM BRAVO!

On the 8th December, The cine clique organized a BBQ for me. I paid for everything though. A big thank you to the Cine Clique. After that, Felicia, Dickson, Stella & I went to Cine to watch Enchanted at 3.40am. I'm like so tired. But I really enjoyed myself. We went over to play pool at Cine Level 8 K Pool. Something stupid happened. I thought it was a birthday gift man! While we were on the lift going up to K Pool, there's this girl who was with her boyfriend that 4 all us assumed! 'cos they wer hugging. Her eye contact is at our direction though. I don't really give a damn cos she's attached. But the problem is. her "boyfriend" was play billard since the rest of us are playing pool. I'm so distracted cos she keep looking. There's 1 shot I even hit a "JUMP BALL" & knocked against her metal seat which gave her a shock of her life. So I told Felicia, I go outside & wait for her. INDEED SHE CAME OUT! Her name was Mei Yin from ITE Yishun. She's was shocked that I was waiting for her outside. Kinda got her number though. But she disappeared already. Why? She go Malaysia. Supposely for 1 day. But her HP never on since then. EVEN UNTIL NOW! LOL!

On the 9th December, attended my uncle's wedding @ Ritz Carlton. So many weddings I have attended. I stayed until 1am. LOL! Pictures can refer to my Friendster. I kinda lazy to upload em' 1 by 1.

Recently old contacts came back. Like Si Hua & Amber. But they disappeared again. Amber just together with this 13m guy & she's like 17 now. If I'm not wrong. I'm happy for her now though.

To this someone who I once cared.

Anyway, flashbacks of you are coming back 'cos we spent on my birthday, Christmas & New Year's Eve together last year. I know you're reading this when you're free. I just wanna say. Good luck to you. At times, I still misses you. But it's over for us. But still, at least we are still friends. ALL THE BEST! =D

Now I need to sleep. I woke up just to blog. I'm on duty later. =(

Feelings come & fade. I hope this won't happen to you.

2007-11-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

Life is boring.

A big congrats to our dear friend Dickson & Stella for getting ROM on the 16th Nov 2007.

Well, things around me are changing. Maybe things won't be the same anymore. I'm no longer myself. I'll update Dickson's ROM pictures soon.

Weather has been really bad. Mood down. Can't be bothered with things around me.

Leave me alone to die.

No one cares anyway.

Life is unfair. Just face it RYAN!

2007-11-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

BBQ cancelled.

Well, I took many measures of organising a BBQ for my 21st birthday. But come to think about it. I have decided to cancel it.

Guys, I'm sorry.

But, there will be other plans ahead so please stay tune for it. Well, Kelly complained that my blog is dead. So Kelly, I'm back here alright?

This few weeks. Not much things happened though.

On the 2nd Nov 2007. Had BBQ with the Cine Clique @ Clementi Ave 2 & I'm SO SURPRISED with the crowd. If I'm ain't wrong, the people who went are: Fadzli, Tiffany, Darren, James, Evangeline, Ze Xuan, Dickson, Stella, Isaac, Stephie, Irving & our important organizer. Audrey. Had lots of fun with soccer. I felt like a king though. People cook for me. LOL! No pictures taken. =(

3rd Nov 2007. Met up with the Cine Clique for a while. SUPPOSED TO meet Kelly at about 5pm @ Bugis with Shan to go over to Steamboat session at Marina South. Guess what, Kelly was late for 6 whole hours! Reached at 11+pm & Wugui said you were playing DOTA. Josephine's theory for me. A HUNGRY MAN IS AN ANGRY MAN.

I'm not angry with you. Just show more responsibly next time & pick up your phone. After that, I went home & to take vehicle & head down to Q Bistro. Many many peeps was there. NIKO! I WANT MY MEMBERSHIP!

4th Nov. Went to Sentosa with Mango, Sandy, Lemon, Kelvin & Rayner. I didn't know Mango is a crazy nut over Volleyball. LOL! Well, next time we shall do it AGAIN! After that they left for Chomp Chomp while I headed to Sengkang. Torphaine aka. my god brother's 21st birthday. Exactly it's on the 5th But we decided to celebrate earlier as I'm working the next day. Went dinner with my god family.

Ryan - Rayner

Mango - Ryan

Ryan - Mango AGAIN?

Sandy - Ryan
When I left, they took this picture. -.-

Brothers for life.

I'm going crazy now. Many things in my mind. Got myself a new set of clothes for my uncle's wedding. Now I'm missing is a pair of shoes.

I got summon during my mummy's China Trip. I thought URA forget liao. I was wrong, I got the letter of fine today. 50 bucks GONE! =(

Feeling better day by day. But still, that wound will never heal from you.

2007-10-24T01:50:00.000+08:00

Tears of joy & misery.

I guess this is the feeling I have in my heart now. I'm confused. Something is going to happen soon. I can feel it. Something big.

On the 3rd of Oct. Some bastards came outside my house & pour green paint outside my house. Stating his or her contact there & saying O$P$. If you don't know? It's Owe Money Pay Money. My home was pretty affected. Especially my mother.

Today on the 20th of Oct. The SAME thing happened again & yet this time they used marker to write it inside the lift. BOTH lifts & my corridor. Hougang NPC Team Delta came down & took statement. My mum was affected again.

Mother. Get well soon. I love you!

Now she's asleep. Before she went to bed. She said that I'm buying you a LAPTOP for your 21st birthday. I was OVERJOYED. I almost cried. Well, ALMOST! I guess it's the best gift I ever have. Brother just came back from Thailand & only bought me a pair of 3/4s & gave me a new bottle of PRADA perfume. I love it too!

Front

BackPRADA PERFUME! It's BLUE solution!

MORE PICTURES!

Kenny - Edison - Ryan - Adam - Wilson - Joanna

Gay with Edison. (LOOK AT WILSON SIDEBURNS! LOL!)

Jonathan's birthday celebration @ Food for Thought

Aspharr - Edison - Ryan - Kenny - Wilson

Without you. My life still goes on smiling. But how long will this last?

2007-10-21T05:53:00.000+08:00

Do you know you are very selfish?

You said you have no feelings for Sharon & you really have to let her go? Do you know how Sharon feel? Have you ever thought of the things that happened between both of you?

Fajar Syah.

You are the WORST guy I ever known. I know you won this competition.

BUT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING!

I don't treat this as A FUCKING COMPETITION! I treat this AS A COMMITMENT!

Trust me. I won't touch you. Being friends & brother for so long. You got the cheek to tell me this that it's a competition? I'm badly hurt by all the SMS you said.

You told Sharon you will give EVERYTHING to her. Now you got Jiaxi, are YOU sure that you can do it? Sharon is more hurt than me. I'm nothing. I can easily get over my problems & mistry. Fadzli told me what happened that night & I CAN'T ACCEPT THIS FACT THAT MY BROTHER IS DOING SUCH A CRUEL THING TO HIS ONCE LOVED GIRLFRIEND WHO IS WILLING TO COMMIT & MARRY HER! I seen most of the testimonials that you wrote? You forget em' so easily don't you? What about Sharon? Have you spare a thought for how she feels?
I always thought you are 1 of the most committed boyfriend. I was wrong.

BIG TIME WRONG!

You got the cheek to end your SMS with "Your brother syah."?

1 thing for sure Fajar Syah. I feel that my temper only gets in the way. YOU JOLLY WELL know that I will cool it within days. If you don't know?

PLEASE READ MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE! I STATED IT VERY CLEARLY!

For Jiaxi. I don't blame you having chemistry for Fajar. If you think he's worth it? By all means. You have my blessings & I know some day someone can treat me better & I can cherish this particular person.

Maybe some day you might happened to be the 2nd Sharon? You yourself seen what Fajar did to Sharon. You're a nice girl. Do you think it's RIGHT step?

You decide.

2007-10-18T03:04:00.001+08:00

I don't know why.

I'm just tired of blogging now. Seriously speaking, I'm just heart broken.

People around me had given advice on how to deal with my solution. Well, I just can't seem to put down. Maybe in the 1st place, I shouldn't have do so much things for her. I just leave it as it is for now. Maybe I should just wait until Nov 13 when her Os are completed.

For the past few weeks, I enjoyed myself. I just got to know this new bunch of people from WLNY Hougang. They are the bunch who really enlighten me on my current situation. A big thank you to WLNY Hougang.

I guess it's 1 of the most happening chatroom ever. Within this short weeks, I got to know AT LEAST 20 people in Hougang. They are the most happening bunch. Different people with different background & attitude.

I think Blogger got a slight problem. I can't upload the picture. Feel free to check out my Friendster instead.

Anyway, my uncle's wedding have been shifted to 9 December. So I'll be celebrating my 21st birthday with a BBQ in Hougang. Don't ask me why. I just wanna do it there.

Be positive RYAN! What happened to the confident Ryan?

2007-09-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today, I drove my Mother's car to Bugis to pick up my Sister-in-Law. 1st time in the night driving. Really not used to it. All the lights from my right mirror keep causing to get "BLIND". Have to get used to it.

Met up with my instructor recently to return my debt. Total I spent almost $1.9k on my Class 3. Well, at least I know I took a total of 7 months to get my Class 3.

My uncle is getting married on the 8th December. Guessed what. It's a

DOUBLE HAPPINESS DAY!

I'm starting to get my "FEEL" of winning Mahjong again. =D

Gonna work tomorrow. SIANX!

You're not forgiven. =)

2007-09-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Joke.

Someone called me yesterday to ask things about National Service. So I was busy working. I told him to call me after 8. But he didn't.

Today I saw him in MSN. I asked him what you wanna know. This was our conversation.

Ryan: What you wanna know?
****: I got a letter from Army.
Ryan: saying?
****: I got the 1st letter le.
Ryan: What does the letter says?
****: Whats the 2nd letter for?
Ryan: .......
Ryan: F**K YOU ****
Ryan: I'm asking WHAT THE LETTER SAYS.
****: 1st letter is abt the intro of the army thing.
Ryan: What else?
Ryan: Did they tell you when are you enlisting?
Ryan: or any medical checkup?
****: 2nd 1 i heard from my mum is dont know what deferment and stuff,is that letter important?
Ryan: .....
Ryan: nb. You're not answering my questions.
Ryan: zzz
****: Later went my bro show me that i ask u thanks.
Ryan: ...
Ryan: WTF are u talking?
Ryan: You're not answering my questions?
****: The information my bro tell me abit blur.i nid to wait for him to cum back then he show me the letter.
Ryan: It's your letter. why izzit with him?
****: Im not staying at hm at the moment.
Ryan: why are you not at home?
****: Staying at aunt hm.
****: she teaching me.
Ryan: .... ok ....

15 mins LATER!

****: Theres an error.they may had sent to the wrong person.
Ryan: ....
Ryan: You mean the letter doesn't put a name & yet you went to open it?
****: No.theres is name on it.they told us not to bother.they will check.
Ryan: wait wait. Let me get this straight.
Ryan: The letter was sent to your house right?
Ryan: Is your name on the letter itself?
****: Yes
Ryan: Is your name on the letter?
****: My bro.
Ryan: That means it's not your LETTER right?
Ryan: Why in the 1st place you told me it's your letter?
****: Then my mum said that the information on it war not the same as the one i had last time.
Ryan: Can your mother read informations property instead?
Ryan: I'm sure information will be given clearly.
Ryan: Please. Your family doesn't understand simple English?
****: My bro is 16 half,if the letter is not the same as the 1 i have last time.it was mine le.
Ryan: The letter is your for brother. you said the letter was for him.
Ryan: HOW COULD IT BE YOURS?
****: I dont know!i dont want later i get into trouble.thats why i nid to ask.
Ryan: .....
Ryan: can you use your brain to go check the letter is for WHO!
Ryan: & PLEASE CHECK WHAT IS IT WRITTEN!
Ryan: IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND F**KING BASIC ENGLISH.
Ryan: You can go to hell & face Satan!
Ryan: ZzzZz
****: They SAy not to bother,THEY MIGHT have A error!
****: NVM.THANKS FOR THE ADVISE!I WILL RMB..THANKS..

*OFFLINE*

Am I being too mean? =X

2007-09-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

*Blasting Hairspray soundtrack*

Today is the 1 of the most outbreaking day of my life.

Finally, I got my Class 3 driving license today! I'm so happy. I reported this news to Jiaxi & my dearest mother. They sound so much excited than me. It's the 1st time I heard Jiaxi so happy. LOL! I guess she can't wait for me to drive her around le. =X

Mother was very happy too. The 1st thing she received the news. She sms her Pastor Emily & all my uncles & aunties. I received tons of calls & SMSs from her side.

Seriously speaking, I can't wait to hit the road man. Luckily my house got 2 cars. Brother's Impreza STI WRZ & Mother's Mazda 2. LOL! But I doubt my brother will let me drive his car. It's so freaking EX! He treat his car like his life! LOL Or Mr Fadzli Shah can let me use his father's Estima to drive out to Sentosa? I'm so naive. LOL!

But now, I'm having doubts about myself. Should I go back into Christianity life? 'cos my mother wants me to. Well, I heed her advice by praying for my driving. Indeed I pray. Indeed I passed. Well, maybe there's really God around? Or it's just a miracle that I passed? Or that senior tester see me too handsome? I'm not sure. I'm confused.

Did God hear my prayers?

OR

It's just my luck that I passed?

Singapore's newest driver! Mr Ryan Chew. =D

2007-09-18T14:54:00.000+08:00

1 more day to my TP.

I'm excited & scared. I failed once le & seriously speaking, I can't afford to fail this time.

Last saturday, watched HAIRSPRAY with Jiaxi, Fadzli, Tiffany & Fajar in Vivocity. It's been quite an enjoyable night as it is one of the BEST MOVIES I ever watched.

Who is Jiaxi?

Well, she's someone I know recently. =D

I have set up my playlist in my blog of all HAIRSPRAY songs! So enjoy them while it's still HOT!

What's the point of asking me whether I'm angry with you? The truth is: I'm not angry with you BUT you are not the sincere Candace I know anymore. I'm not your slave. I'm a HUMAN.

2007-09-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

5 more days.

19th will be my biggest challenge. I'm gonna pass my TP. Lian Ming told me to think in the opp. way. Meaning. Think that I'm going to FAIL. 'cos if I have a mind-set of failing, I won't feel so heartbroken even though I failed. If I pass it, the feeling is very different.

Well, that's what he said. Should I follow what he say?

I'm one step closer. I guess.

2007-09-12T11:10:00.000+08:00

While I was reading Fadzli's blog, he posted 10 things that people don't really know about him. Well, I'm not sure what to blog about. So I'll post 15!

SO HERE GOES

1) Mahjong is a regular addict to me.
2) I never like mayonnaise & thousand island sauce.
3) Spicy food is a favour that I always wanted.
4) I went for Para Para competition & I used to earn money while dancing it.
5) I can play Squash on a proper level.
6) I'm a right handed. But I used my left hand to hold the cue & play pool.
7) My mum wanted to name me as Jian Se.
8) I was being called Jojo or Joel until Pri 6 until Ryan was started in Sec 1.
9) My name was named after Ryan Giggs.
10) I used to wear specs when I was in Pri school.
11) I did my 1st dance & won 2nd place in Danceworks 2000.
12) I tend to mix Hokkien & Cantonese while speaking.
13) I was named EO-K' Dash when I was in a group called Eternal-Orions.
14) I went for countless mIRC channel outings.
15) Gays ask for my number before.

I guess that's about it. =D

A few retro pictures that you guys might NEVER see before.

- THE EW BLOOD -
Junxian - Ryan - Serene - Xiaoyan - Junjie - Andrew

I don't care what others think of me. You're the only one who doesn't support me. You call yourself a friend? Why don't you wish me all the best instead of giving me more trouble? Go entertain your boyfriend & get out of my life NOW!

2007-09-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

I feel so dead.

'cos seriously speaking, for the past days & weeks. I really have no idea what to blog about. But before I continue with my entry. I will like to wish Fajar 21st birthday. All the best in the Singapore Police Force.

FASTER PROMOTION

That's what everyone wants in the force though. Speaking of the force, today was my morning shift. It's only Joanna & me who is going to H.O.D (Hand Over Duty) to our fellow friends. Team Delta which is Thomas's team.

Joanna told me during her official break time, she was resting & had this weird dream that she had. Well, I can't be bothered 'cos it's HER dream. Why am I blogging this it's because I'm in the PICTURE!

Well, the story goes like this.

I was abandoned by my father. Leaving me with a San Pan (Mini Boat) to roll. Then my dad had this BIG BOAT for himself leaving his son alone with this lousy & pathetic SAN PAN. She said I was rolling to an island. When I reached this particular island which I have no idea what's the name called, I was digging under this tree to look for BANANAS! Dirty bananas from the soil.

God knows why she got this kind of weird dreams. SHE EVEN BOTHERED TO DRAW OUT THE SANPAN!

Trust me. It's 3/4 of the my thumb. =D

Anyway, a message to Amber.

Do you even know that you lied to me? I thought you said you're not going out with Daniel but going with Ruth on Saturday? You even said FUCK NO! Well, I blindly believe you & yet you're in Takashimaya with Daniel on Saturday itself. You jolly well know I HATE LIARS! You are another grave disappointment to me. What do you want me to react when I see you? Do you know how heartbroken this is to me? Do you really know how I feel? You even said I was foolish to fall in love with you? I can't put a brave front in front of you. Why are you so pissed that day?

I SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO IS PISSED FOR GOD'S SAKE!

I'm so foolish & yet I have to agree with you. =)

2007-08-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

Blogging.

I'm starting to get bored of it now. Kinda sick of it. But still, I'm here trying to think of something to blog.

Someone posted this bulletin for me. I'm bored. That's all.

[01] Do you still have feelings for
your ex?

Slight. Not much.

[02] Have you ever been given roses?

Ya.

03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?

The Holiday.

[04] How many times have you honestly
been in love?

I'm not sure. HONEST!

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?

YES!

[06] Whats your current problem?

I keep falling for the wrong girl.

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?

Yes.

[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?

Iris proved me wrong. But that doesn't
mean it's really proven.

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?

Ya.

[10] Do you believe the
statement, "Once a cheater always a
cheater"?

Yes.

[11] How many kids do you want to have?

2.

[12] What is your favorite color(s)?

Black White Silver.

[14] Do you believe you truly love only
once?

No.

[15] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?

No.

[16] At what age did you start
noticing the opposite sex.

14 or 15.

[17] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?

This I promise you.

[18] Do you know someone who likes you?

Ya.

[19] Do you like anyone?

Yes.

[20]Do you believe in second chances?

Not sure.

2007-08-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

Ne-Yo - So Sick

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

2007-08-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

Seriously speaking, I have no idea what to blog about for the past weeks.

Well, just 1 video will do.

GekiJyu Wolf-Ken GekiViolet's (Fukami Gou) 1st Henshin & Fight Scene

Shigeki, ore ryū, waga ii yo tsukasu. Iron Will! GekiViolet!

Confidence is all I need.

2007-08-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

Life is pretty boring now.

I feel pretty screwed up. Many events coming up & I'm working on those days. The feeling is like I'm working 1 morning, 1 night & 2 offs. On this few particular events I'm working either on my 2nd off which I have to report back in the morning OR I'm working night shift. Really boring life. I thought of going for Office Hour job. Please enlighten me. =(

Was talking to the laughing stock Kendron last night. Well, we shared our life in Woodlands Base & Airport Base. He's currently doing fine. I supposed. I kinda shared my problems to him. I really have to thank Kendron for being there to make me laugh & enlighten me.

He said I used to be a very cheerful & outcoming guy. I used to enlighten people's feelings & always spare a thought for each & everyone of my friends & teammates. But I'm very EGO. Why? I just wanna protect myself. Now, things are so different now. I want a cheerful life. But I'm not being myself anymore.

Now, I just wanna walk my life step by step & slowly find what I want.

Some pictures for today & I'll end this entry.

21st July. Thomas & Joanne's wedding. (My table of peeps)

Squad 11/06 personnel who attended Thomas's wedding. (Inculding Shi Yuan)

We are going to ORD on the 13th March 2008! HOHO!

I just want someone who can really undestand me.

2007-07-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

You're the BIGGEST disappointment.

What did you promise me after I attend Thomas's wedding? I said MAYBE I can meet you after that wedding. I never even say not meeting you & your stupid idiot friends went to book tickets. You can say NO right? If your dumb friends wants you to pay? I'll throw that movie ticket money at their stupid FACE! I cancelled ALL my appointments just because of you & yet you gave me such an excuse saying you thought I can't meet. My mistake blowing at you is my fault. But who wouldn't be angry?

I got even scolded by my friends just because of you. You even said you wanna arrange next week to meet me. Now what's the date? How long you want me to wait for you?

& stop all the rubbish saying that YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL. Since YOU KNOW how I feel, why don't you do something about it? & let me stop waiting. Maybe sometimes you really understand me, but you assume too much & I HATE IT!

I HAD ENOUGH!

I'm so fucking foolish. I don't wish to see you.

2007-07-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

MY COMPUTER IS BACK!

God knows why my computer is back in working condition. This morning before I go work, I accidently kicked my CPU's switch & my computer is ON! The clock had an error but it's fixed!

Unfortunately, I'm supposed to be sleeping right now. Was talking to Suki on the phone just now. We were discussing about her school stuff + talking about our history.

Kinda missed my Forever Living Products IGT members. Suki was my 2nd upline. Lee Fong was my 1st upline. So the system goes like this.

Sharon
|
Suki
|
Lee Fong
|
Ryan

We had nice friends like Takeru, Xue Mei, Randy, Auntie Annie, Lan Jie, YVONNE(HAHA =x) & many others. People who was under me is Wei Ming, Benjamin, Victor & etc.

Now the only thing I know is Takeru is the only survivor & he needs our help. After talking on the phone with Suki, I straight away called Takeru & discuss this matter. Everything is discussed. Now is my mum's side.

Exactly I was supposed to be sleeping as it's the 1st time I got a terrible sore throat until I can't even SMOKE! & I'm coughing like crap. I'm going for a CT scan on the 25th July & medical review AGAIN on 30th July.

Well, I'm happy that my computer is back. But I just lost my PSP 1gb Memory Stick. -.-"

ALL MY SONGS GONE!

Tomorrow is Thomas & Joanne wedding. I bought new clothes just for his event. LOL! I guess I'll be meeting up the "Singles" to go together.

Gonna sleep. =D

In the meantime, enjoy this video.

How MEGAZORDs should be USED. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Natsuki! You're SO cute!

We solve all this problems together. =) I have faith in myself. Do you?

2007-07-18T02:29:00.000+08:00

Currently in my friend's house blogging. The guy who allowed me who use the computer is the guy on the right side. Jason.

LOL!

Anyway, com is damaged big time. I'm afraid that I won't resume my computer duties soon. So anything please contact me by HP. I'll try my best to use my mum's laptop as often as possible.

Days are going smoothly for me. Went pubbing with cousins. Junxian & Junjie. Working out on the dance with Fadzli & the rest of the gang. So things are pretty normal I guess.

Now at Jason's place working out on my PSP + Junxian wants a game called DJ Max. So ya. Nothing else to blog today though.

Sorry Stephie. Drop me your link. I'll link you when I'm free. =)

Posted some dogs pictures. That's all.

Bara & Storm

The Bara UNDERDOG is OUT to save the WORLD!

2007-07-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

My computer just got CRASHED big time.

I won't be online so often.

2007-07-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from my deep sleep.

Nothing much happened lately. That's why I'm not here to blog. I guessed the only thing that happened is Valerie is a disturbing girl.

HAHAHAHAHA! =X

Well, for my case, a small project is coming up for me.

Gonna do a MV. =D

Music Details
Song: Because Of You by Ne-Yo.
Style: Lyrical Hip-hop/Jazz.

Video Details
Location: Vivo, Esplanade and 1 more still undecided.
Camera Angles: 3. Group view, Selective Group View & Individual.
Format: Hopefully, Mp4.

Dancers Details
Justin Fadzli Ryan Darren (*CONFIRMED*)

Target Completion
Before Christmas, 2007.

The 3rd location might be using a studio which is near queensway, This studio is owned by some china director. My uncle is 1 of the shareholder. So, I will asking for his permission as I used to help that director to dance & act for Canon DV Fest 2006. I'll ask him to return me a favour by using his studio. =D

If you have any suggestions, please feel free to tag my blog. =D

Is this a new beginning? Or it's just a karma.

2007-06-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

123rd Special Operations Command Promotion (Squad 11/06) Ryan - Andrew - Wallen - Thomas - Wesley

As you can see. Wallen is the most outstanding guy 'cos all of us are K-9 peeps. Wallen is a Trooper in Special Operations Command. We used to be in the Guard of Honour for Singapore Police Force in the National Day Parade 2006. Now he's inside AGAIN. But this time he's doing show instead of marching inside.

Well, it must be memories for his National Service in the force. LOL! His girlfriend will be like so proud of him.

Mother is not feeling well. I just hope that she gets well soon. I'm pretty worried for her. I'm such a NICE son after all. So much compliments of myself.

I'm worried for Sunshine too. 'cos she's not feeling well. Heard from her that she's vomiting. I just hope that she's PERFECTLY FINE now. I miss my SUNHINE! =(

Everybody goes up & down of LIFE!

2007-06-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

Aikawa Nanase - Everybody GOES!

I just love this song. It's from Madan Senki Ryukendo 1st ending. The concert in the youtube video is not that good. The original song that I have is much better. More fantastic. The english lyrics is very meaningful too.

I LOVE IT!

It's been a tiring day for me. Had my driving lesson today. I guess I wasn't paying much attention on the road. I'm typing + yawning away. Nothing much happened today.

Tomorrow going for my IPPT test le. I prepare to fail le. Leg cramp + sunburned + rashes. HOW TO PASS! Haiz. I guessed I'm just giving excuses. I THINK I'm gonna watch Transformers too. If things never screwed up. Jason's friend got 5 tickets for free from Cathay which I don't know how the hell he got it too. I'm 1 of the lucky chap. =D

I CAN'T TAKE IT!

A smile which melts my heart. The person is you. =D

2007-06-26T00:44:00.001+08:00

The HAMSTERS!

1. Place a Bible in front of them. The hamster which runs to it first is Calvin.
2. The hamster which is emo-ing most of the time is James.
3. The hamster which suddenly whips out a mahjong set and avoids mayonnaise like death is Ryan.
4. The hamster which eats the most is Ashley. For damn obvious reasons of course.
5. The blurrest hamster of the whole horde would be Tiffany.
6. The hamster which puts on a tie and gets everyone well behaved is Evan.
7. The hamster which colours its own nails is Steph.
8. The hamster which suddenly breaks into hip-hop moves is Audrey.
9. The hamster that tries to find its way home before 7 is Ze Suan.
10. The hamster which leaves his undies all over the place is Justin.
11. The hamster which loves to drive a taxi is Wei Zhong.

Taken from Fadzli's blog. I'm gonna do some add-ons.

12: The hamster who keep sticking with PARAPARA machine is Fadzli
13: The hamster takes photos like a girl is Dickson.
14: Stick FHM photos in the cage. The hamster who sits there to admire the longest is Darren

Now did I miss anyone?

I'll take this time to blog 'cos Fadzli, Dickson & Darren are training! I'll be preparing to reload my Mahjong tiles to throw at em'. LOL!

Anyway, next pictures I'm gonna post is WJOC Volleyball Team.

Stay tuned.

I'll avoid you for now.

2007-06-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

Elaine - Max - Ryan - Lian Ming - Sabrina
Joanna - Chin - Seng - KC

2007-06-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

4 COOL DUDES IN SENTOSA!We had tons of fun.

I can't blame the rest for making us wait. For instance, Calvin. Please inform anyone of us if you're not coming. 'cos seriously speaking, I HATE being late. Unless informed. Ashley is also another bugger. He never brush his teeth. That's why he's covering his mouth. LOL!

Well, the peeps who went are:

Ryan
Fadzli
Darren
Ashley
Evangeline
Tiffany

Pictures? PICTURES!

That's Mr Ryan & Miss Evangeline.

Darren & Evangeline being caught for being so ZI LIAN! LOL!

Seriously speaking, I don't really know what's that LOBANG for.

Ashley aka. The Fat Boy is getting raid by 3 National Service men. LOL!

I have no idea what to say for this picture. =(

We NEVER plan to wear WHITE today. Damn. I just love this picture.

We had our shades on. 'cos we have our own reason for that. =D

I'm too restless now. Sunburned everywhere that is exposed in the beach. I hate the pain. But I just love that colour of mine now. Maybe I should get a bit darker. LOL! My mum scolded me for being so "COOKED".

I'm gonna get the Sentosa membership soon. So that I'll be COOKED again.

I sense a chemistry. Mr D & Miss E. =D

Well, that's about it. Next entry I'll put my Team Bravo picture working with me!

STAY TUNED!

I'm sorry. I don't even know what I want. I'm in a confused state.

2007-06-23T08:09:00.000+08:00

I'm going SENTOSA now!

Hooray!

Banzai!

Yippe!

2007-06-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

Exactly I'm kinda frustrated with myself. I'm f**king confused now. I don't even know what I want now. I'm so useless. Just say all you want. I'm f**king useless.

I almost scared to death. I thought I have caught up with Appendix. But luckily nothing was wrong. I have to thank Trish for accompanying me to Tan Tock Seng Hospital & a few people like Berricia & Ben for sending their regards to me.

Guys! I'm currently fine now. It's just that I have to go for medical review on the 11th July 2007. That is on my morning shift. Have to waste my leave. So sad.

Tomorrow is my ORD shoot at HTA. If I hit myself with a marksmanship. I'll get $200 bucks! Then I'm gonna go visit Brandon & my EX OC Ismail. Fadzli? Nah. That bugger on leave. Why? Stupid graduation. I thought I can see him with his No.3 Uniform. So sad. No chance.

I'm so sorry Thenesh. I couldn't make it for your wedding as it's night shift + not enough manpower. Got Joanna, Jimmy & KC to go.

Well, no videos for today. Only pictures. =D

From left. NKM - Ryan - Joanna - KC - Jennani - Thenesh - Jimmy - Chin

Thenesh's dog. 13 years old. OMG!

A mass PARA PARA DANCE from Fadzli & I. LOL!

Sorry. I'm such a disappointment to you. I guess I'm not ready.

2007-06-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

Changed of picture in my blog. Looks pretty nice though.

I don't know what to blog today.

Maybe a video will do. =D

Spiderman in JAPAN!

No one understands me.

2007-05-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO CALVIN TING!

Best wishes to you.

Seriously speaking, I don't know which picture to choose. So I have decided to post all 4.

A new couple is REVEALED!

Best wishes to you. Dickson & Stella. (with MacDonalds.) -.-"

It's been a hell of a month for me. I can't stand the weather. Now both of my arms are aching. Due to excessive training that I did for myself. I wanna pass my IPPT to get at least a Silver so that I got extra $100 drop into my pocket.

Suki Sushi outing was great. I won't talk much about that. 2 days ago was Calvin's birthday celebration. Audrey, Justin & I shared a birthday present for him. At least I know he really likes it. Well, it's MY taste. Of course it's good. We got him a RMC cap for him. Fadzli & Tiffany got him a handphone pouch. James & Luke got him an Umbro shorts. The rest? I can't be bothered & seriously speaking. I kinda hate Christians now. Bunch of that people ate the food & left the BBQ pit alone. Making tons of noises in his condo. Residents complained.

We had lots of fun.

Now for my working place. Tons of things happened. I just hope things are going well for all of us. I'm so happy Thomas joined us for 2 weeks & yet he's leaving our team. Damn. I gonna miss him. He's my squadmate, same deployment before handling dogs, same training team & now? SAME TEAM for a short time. zZz.

I think I'm gonna do some SERIOUS shopping. Got myself a Billabong beach shorts for $79.90. Now it's SINGAPORE SALE! I saw this white Blazer for $50 & it's SUPER nice. I'm gonna get it before Thomas's wedding. I'm so excited! I guess I'm more excited than him. When is gonna be my turn? I haven't even hit the 1st step of getting a girlfriend. So sad.

Later at 1pm gonna meet up with my team for a House Warming Party at Thenesh's place. I'm so excited to see his new house. If possible, I'm gonna take pictures & post it here.

Gonna sleep. I hate the aches on my BOTH arms. zZz.

I HATE people assuming things.

2007-05-15T11:12:00.000+08:00

Got this picture from Wei Ming's friendster. HAHA!

Seriously speaking, after all the things I have completed. I'm so bored now. Seriously speaking, I'm super bored. Somemore it's my off day! I got nothing to do at home! But now in the process of watching the whole series of Go Go Sentai Boukenger. I stopped at 40 or 41 or 42. The last ep. is 49. Seriously speaking, I don't want to watch finish. God knows why 'cos I myself also don't know why. LOL!

Mother's day is over. That period of time I really don't know what to get for her. During my office hours in Woodlands Sub Base, my mum came over to Causeway Point to meet me for dinner. Went shopping & bla bla bla. She went to Charles & Keith to look for heels. She loves this particular kind of heels. That's where I showed up & pay for it. It looks pretty. Can't blame. I got a pretty mum. =D

Yesterday went to play pool with my cousin Junxian & his friend Wei Ming. (Another Wei Ming..... zzz.....). Somemore he got his Class 3 liao. That's like pretty saddening for me. I'm having doubts on my Class 3 now. 9th July is my TP & the worst thing that can happened is: I'm running out of CASH as this point of time! Damn jialat now. I'll think positive =D

This saturday is the Suki Sushi thing. Guess what, IRIS IS GOING! OMFG! SHE'S SO PRETTY WITH THAT SMILE! I'm so looking forward to this day. Wondering who is going? Frankly speaking, I can't be bothered. The purpose of my visit there is the SASHIMI, OYSTERS, CHUKA KURAGE & etc. =D~

Thomas is getting married on the 21st July 2007. Lucky that day is my 1st off. Hooray for Thomas & Joanne! Many peeps will be going. Man! I'm so looking forward to this day too. But the question is, what should I wear? Thinking of wearing that white blazer or long sleeve shirt which Fadzli used to steal from me & wear!

HAHAHAHAHA!

I'm so dead like my dog. Poor thing she's on heat. =(

You LOOK like a slut. Yuck.

2007-05-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Boukenger vs. Super Sentai (KIZUNA!)

Damn. I just LOVE LOVE LOVE this MV. It's like the BEST of BOUKENGER SERIES MUSIC VIDEO I EVER WATCHED! The song is EXCELLENT! I listen to this song for like 20+ times since I got it yesterday! LOL! I'm super crazy over that song.

Anyway, back to business. I got a announcement to make.

SUKI SUSHI CANCELLED! Due to terrible response + I can't make it 'cos I'm celebrating Mother's Day on that day itself. So I'm off to Siglap. So by any chance you guys going there for a drink. DROP ME A CALL! I'll be there in less than 5 mins provided I'm very free. =D

Now, I'm happy now. Many reasons to be happy. But I know this won't last for long. But still, I'm enjoying what I have now. Who cares anyway? I can't be bothered at all.

Well, I guess that's about it.

Never Ending Road.

2007-04-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Mother's Rewards.
This picture was taken place in my house where my mum just got back from her Dinner & Dance for some HSR function. Overall she did Top 50 in the whole company. For those who is INTERESTED IN PROPERTY. Please feel free to email her at janetleow@msn.com OR visit her website at:

www.janetleow.com

Yo. I'm back. This time I'm not the only one who is back. Thanks to some lame buggers trying to gain attention for themselves which I don't know why. LOL! You know who you are. =D

Please pay attention. Especially for that dumb cine group who always hang out in Cathay Cineleisure but BUAY SIAN group.

I will be organizing a Suki Sushi early dinner session for everyone here on the 12th May 2007 You guys better be GRATEFUL 'cos I'm taking leave for this trip. Each peeps in this group is allowed to bring 1 friend or girlfriend or boyfriend or gayfriend or lesfriend. It's up to you. But limit to 1. If you wanna bring more, let me know. I'll see to it.

Suki Sushi

Buffet available from 12pm - 5.30pm
All $1.80 - $4.90 items only. Last order at 5.00pm SHARP!
Adults: $19.90++ (Round off $25-$30)
Students(ONLY WITH STUDENT PASS): $16.90++ (Round off $20-$25)
Free flow of Juices (Deserts not included in buffet)

Outlets
Lot 1 Shoppers mall: 6769 9680
Hougang Plaza: 6286 9680
Cathay Cineleisure Orchard: 6737 2650
Paradiz Centre: 6337 9608

If any of you are keen, drop a message here OR call me. If you can't get me? SMS or Voicemail me.

**** WARNING ****

I'm not a person who you can say "see 1st". Seriously speaking, I don't entertain such nonsense. I wanna confirm as soon as possible as I wanna make RESERVATION! 'cos we are talking BIG GROUP! Not 3 or 4 peeps. So, I hope you guys can understand. If you don't understand or NOT KEEN? My advice is to you.

DON'T WASTE MY TIME!

If you got any questions for the buffet on what type of food that is in the menu. Feel free to ask.

Well, I guess that's about it. Gonna run. I'm having a fever now. FUCKED UP WEATHER!

Hidden in misery.

2007-04-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

This picture was taken during the busy hours going to towards Woodlands Point.

This is what I called Singaporeans are VERY VERY kiasu. Just wanna be first in everything they see. Haiz. Why don't they just queue up like what everyone does? I can't be bothered. LOL!

Life is pretty simple for me. Working life is still ok. But the problem is: Jimmy & Kee Yu is going to ORD le. Some of us are going off to Eski Bar for a drink. I heard from Elaine that this place is very cold. It's freezing ZERO degrees. But they are providing sweaters & jackets there. That dumb dumb Kee Yu believed Elaine. He gonna wear 3/4s there. Thanks to Elaine's joke, I'm gonna wear 3/4s there 'cos he say I buay steady. So sad.

Haiz. Bo bian la. Just wear loh. The most I fever. I report sick again. LOL!

Fadzli & Tiffany
This couple. 1 just hit 22 years on the 19th April + hit 16 years on 1st May. Ryan wishes all the best to both of you. Be sweet & stop quarreling over small issues. It's not good for health ok? Or else both of you are going to get booted by me OR I'll release more gas. If you get what I mean. LOL!

Sometimes, I just feel empty when you're not around. But it's my decision after all.

2007-04-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

Kamen Rider Renaider

Kimura Takuya and Shingo Katori from SMAP did a parody from Kamen Rider Ryuki. PLEASE WATCH IT and laugh out loud! Credits to TV-NIHON fansub who made this possible.

Fadzli is admitted to hospital AGAIN! If things go badly, he will be staying in hospital for 5 days. There's a "IF" there. It's not as if I'm cursing him. =D

Tiffany & I went to visit him today. 'cos I was pretty free today. So I just go loh. Poor bugger. He's suffering in the hospital now. If sway, his weekend is given to the hospital.

I'll do a entry for Huiting's birthday soon as she haven't send me the pictures that happened on her birthday. Well, I don't think she's happy that day. Even for me, I feel fcuked up for her. Luckily, there's Ryan, Fadzli, Norman, Tiffany & Victor are around. Or else, that's it.

Nothing much happened. I'm just pretty pissed off with some issues. Fcuked up mood. Never mind. It's just my luck.

Busy & boring days passed.

2007-04-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

鲜花擦在牛粪上

This picture was sent from my old ITE classmate. I don't know what is he trying to imply. -.-"

His name is Wei Zhang aka as Bong. If I'm not wrong, he's a BIG fan of BILLABONG. Nice guy with a bad temper like me. It's a sad thing that he moved to Yew Tee area if I never recall wrongly.

Last night was my 1st off. Nowadays, I'm quite free recently. So if I receive a call from Wei Ming, it means MAHJONG session with his friends. It's a pity that I don't play DOTA. They are 1 hell of a DOTA craze! So, I was the ultimate outcast 'cos I don't really get what they say. The only thing I remember was, I played once with some people using Crystal Maiden & I got trashed BIG TIME! It's just a history. I rather play normal map of Warcraft 3. Give me HUMAN & I'll kick ya ass for that man. LOL!

Speaking of last night, mahjong session was fun. We had 3 rounds. 1st round I won $5. 2nd round I tio PAO once. Somemore is I throw "North" 'cos the stupid Cheryl "Bao Bei(North). Sian loh. I lost $30+. But 3rd round was an impact. I made a "Zhi Mor 5 Fan". I covered all my loss. Overall for the 3rd round, I won $2. *HEH HEH* =D

Today, met up with Audrey for dinner & shun bian let her choose a present for her Secondary School Classmate. She had her new hairstyle. Looks like an another person. But still, it looks good on her. She looks younger too. She chose a RED CROSS for the gift. Well, she likes it but too bad, it's not for her 'cos that was the last piece. Luckily she never take & switch to another 1.

Anyway, a warning to ALL King of Fighters XI & 2002(Super) players.

PLEASE DO NOT GO PARKLANE'S ARCADE TO PLAY KOF 'COS THE BUTTONS ARE MIXED UP + JOYSTICK SUCKS! AND WHEN YOU ASKED FOR REFUND, YOU WILL ONLY BE ENTITLED FOR THE 1ST ROW GAMES!

Well, I guessed that's about it.

Gonna work tomorrow even though it's Good Friday.

When good & bad, failures & success are staying together.

2007-04-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

YO

From today onwards, Before I start to type my post, I'll choose a particular video OR picture for my site 'cos I myself rated 5 stars for that. That's what I find it cool & what I like about it. If you got a problem with that? There's a "X" button for you to close your IE or Firefox or whatever.

I'm BACK blogging. This time with nothing much to say. 'cos too many things happened in the past 1 month which I kinda forget what exactly happened.

A few important NEWS.

Joyce from my ex church mate is getting married! I'm preparing for that 10 course. But she asked me to bring someone along. Who shall I bring? I think better not la 'cos I don't have a girlfriend anymore. =D

Fadzli is enlisted to the Singapore Police Force as the 127th intake & guess what. You're gonna see him LIVE on this year National Day Parade! Haiz. I missed my old training days with the OCTs, Regulars & Division personnels.

I got scratched by my own dog while I was checking train. This sucks man & the wound was *EEYEW!*
It was more jialat with slight bubbles. But thanks to medication. It's fully recovered but with a mark. No one wants me anymore. =(

I think that's about it for now.

Cute eh? I mean the drawing. Not the wordings. =D

2007-03-08T22:22:00.001+08:00

It's a new chapter of my life.

Things has changed.
Time to move on to the next level.
Mistakes made.
I sense trouble everyday.
But I'm gonna face it somehow.
It's my fault.
This shouldn't happened this way.
I just wanna be alone dealing with all this myself.

Michelle.
Thanks for your support & understanding. I couldn't thank you enough.

Candy Jie.
You're busy. I'm glad you spent time with me even though you're at work.

Christina Aguilera - Soar

When they push when they pull,
Tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change,
Can you lift your head high
And stay strong
Will you give up, give in,
When your heart's crying out
That it's wrong
Will you love you for you
At the end of it all

In life, there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurity
Seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgettin' that
The one thing we should know is

Chorus-
Don't be scared to fly alone,
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door
Its in your hands,
The world is yours
Don't hold back and always know,
All the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for,
Spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders is he
Good enough for them
Keeps tryin' to please 'em all
But he just never seems to fit in
Then there the girl who thinks
She'll never ever be good enough for him
Keeps tryin' to change
And that's a game she'll never win

Now in life there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities
Seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing
We should know is

Chorus

In the mirror is where she comes
Face to face with her fears
Her own reflection
Now foreign to her after all these years
All of her life she has tried
To be something beside herself
Now time has passed
And she's ended up someone
Else with regret

What is it in us that makes us feel
The need to keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be.

2007-02-28T12:20:00.000+08:00

***** Testing in progress *****

2007-02-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

It's been so long I updated my blog. LOL!

Chinese New Year is always fun where you're a single instead of married. You get Hong Bao from each & every family you see. Well, for my position. I never get to see my Grandfather as he passed away last year & my uncle who's driving a taxi. Frankly speaking, after I heard what my mum told me what has happened to him. I felt confused.

After my grandfather passed away, OR even before he was gone. We usually don't contact each other until Chinese New Year. I never knew I have such a Auntie. I always thought she was a sweet & loving mother towards my uncle & her own daughter. "Mei Qi". I was wrong after all. I have no intention to post it online 'cos I don't really know what happened. Maybe soon. How soon? I'm not sure. No free time for my blog too. Either I'm lazy? Or I don't have time.

Chinese New Year is always a great day for everyone. A new year for the Chinese have started. I wish you people.

Those who are studying? All the best in studies. WORK HARD!
Those who are working? Earn more money!
Those who have health problems? Health problems? ALL GONE!

For myself? I wanna get my Class 3 by 9th July 2007 & get myself a new HP. =D

- NEWS FLASH -

Congrats to Thomas & Joanne that they ROM-ed on the 25th Jan 2007.

Fadzli & Joel is going HTA on the 13 March 2006. 1 SC/Cpl & 1 SC

A word of advice to Joel. Please pray super hard that you won't kena National Day Parade squad. Or else you're going to stay in HTA until August.

For Fadzli's case. The chances for you are going in is low. But still, pray hard 'cos you might never know what's going to happen soon. =D

* curses. youtube is down. * zzz *

2007-01-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Madan Senki Ryukendo

Kenji Narukami - Madan Swordsman Ryukendo
Juushirou Fudou - Madan Gunman Ryuguno
Koichi Shiranami - Madan Fighter Ryujino

Damn. I'm gonna catch this show. LOL!

2007-01-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

Joke of the Month

We were discussing some issue. After that, I said I was K.O.ed by Jenifer. I explained to her it was Knock Out. After that, she said

K.O.F = Knock Out Fighters ?

I'm facing hell soon.

2007-01-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

Tribute to Kamen Rider Kabuto.

AAA - Let's beat it!

I can't wait for the newest Kamen Rider Den-O. Hoho! Looks good. 'cos got MRT. LOL!

1 month has passed & finally I'm updating my blog.

Went tons of places. Watched tons of movies like The Holiday? Charlottle's Web? Death Note 2? Happy Feet? with Jenifer. Watched The Curse of the Golden Flower with Jenifer, Mummy & Sister-in-law & watched Night at the Museum with the SOC K-9 personnels from each base.

Had lots of fun. I even went Malaysia with Jenifer for a visit to her Malaysia house. It's beautiful. We took CW3 from Jurong East Bus Interchange to some Malaysia bus interchange & change to another bus to Taman Perling. It's the 1st time I see SO MANY HOUSES. It's not like Singapore's "HDB". It's really HOUSES. LOTS OF THEM!

Went to have Bat Ku Teh aka. Pork Ribs Soup with her parents. It's very different from Singapore. Come to think about it. Compare to how Malaysian cooked their Pork Ribs is so different from Singapore. Now my keyboard is wet, due to saliva dripping from my mouth. From what her dad says, tons of Singaporeans drop by that particular stall to have Bat Ku Teh. Indeed, I believe him. 'cos I saw 1 super "KIASU" singaporean brought in our local Dark Soy Sauce. Stepping into a Singapore registered vehicle. LOL!

She had a haircut. After that we went shopping in City Square. I barely bought anything 'cos I have nothing to buy. Those clothes which suits me is too expensive . End up I got scolded big time. Only bought a pair of shoes + a shirt with ORANGE lines.

Well, I think I'm off to Malaysia with her again. If things goes smoothly, we should be going to Holiday Plaza this time.

I have tons of things to do.

SPRING CLEANING! CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!

In the meantime. PICTURES!

My beautiful mum in "Mother Mary" dressing for her performance.

Before my mum & my dancers performance. A picture of us. =D

She's the most important female in my life.

In Malaysia's City Square. 1 of the unlucky shops that we used for taking pictures. LOL!

No make-up. No Styling. Just the plain Ryan & Jenifer.

Don't doubt me.

Kamen Rider PS2

2006-12-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

I'm working morning shift tomorrow. But luckily I'm on leave on Christmas Eve. My plans for the morning & night that day is ready. But afternoon & Christmas Day? I'm not sure what I'm gonna do. But I know Jenifer wants to go somewhere. I'm a "anything" person. As long she's happy can le. LOL!

But the stupid thing that can ever happened is, I'm having a slight fever now. But I'm feeling fine. If it turns out to be terrible, I guess I'm throwing a MC for tomorrow. But I doubt I will. LOL!

Kamen Rider Kabuto came out with the game for Playstation 2. Damn, if I have a PS2, no matter what I'm gonna get that game. But now, I see which unlucky person got that game. I will make a special effort to go try out. =D

In the meantime, check out this MV from the game itself. It has all the finishing moves. =D

Kamen Rider Kabuto (Playstation 2)

BGM: Full Force

Souji Tendou (Kamen Rider Kabuto) - Rider Kick
Souji Tendou (Kamen Rider Kabuto Hyper Form) - Maximum Hyper Cyclone
Souji Tendou (Kamen Rider Kabuto Hyper Form) - Maximum Hyper Typhoon
Arata Kagami (Kamen Rider Gatack) - Rider Cutting
Arata Kagami (Kamen Rider Gatack Hyper Form) - Hyper Kick
Sou Yaguruma (Kamen Rider TheBee) - Rider Sting
Shun Kageyama (Kamen Rider TheBee) - Rider Sting
Arata Kagami (Kamen Rider TheBee) - Rider Sting
Daisuke Kazama (Kamen Rider Drake) - Rider Shooting
Tsurugi Kamishiro (Kamen Rider Sasword) - Rider Slash
Sou Yaguruma (Kamen Rider Kick Hopper) - Rider Jump/Rider Kick
Shun Kageyama (Kamen Rider Punch Hopper) - Rider Jump/Rider Punch
Hidenari Oda (Kamen Rider Hercus) - Rider Beat
Tetsuki Yamato (Kamen Rider Ketaros) - Rider Beat
Issei Kurosaki (Kamen Rider Caucasus) - Rider Kick
Souji Kusakabe (Kamen Rider Dark Kabuto) - Rider Kick

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2006-12-20T12:52:00.000+08:00

Don't be fooled.

A note to iccy & libing: The "ryan" that chat with you is not me.

Please take note. Thanks. =)

*** The Proof ***

8 9 10

2006-12-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

After weeks of busy man, working & enjoying his days during National Service. I don’t even have time for my blog. Today, I’m here to update about my birthday event for the past few days. That is 8th, 9th, 10th December. Frankly speaking, I don’t have much time to spend on my blog. Since the last update on 2nd December, The dinner was supposed to be on the 8th November. But I update it about less than a month later.

Come to think about it. This 20th birthday was the BEST. Why? I’ll prove it now.

On that day itself, I took leave on that day just to play & have fun. I can’t stand it. Working on my birthday? HELL NO! LOL!

The 1st lady & gentleman to wish me Happy Birthday was Jenifer & Isdino.

In the afternoon, my mum, elder brother, sister-in-law, grandma, grandpa & last but not least. Jenifer, went to Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant for a big LUNCH feast! The food was like, OH! MY! GOD! It was SUPERB. I myself had Garlic & Cheese Baked OYSTERS! It’s about the size of my palm. Abit bigger. It’s not like Big Shell + Small Serving. It’s BIG SHELL, same size as the Oyster. Lobster. & MANY MANY MORE! Come to think about it, I’m drooling while typing this entry in the MRT. LOL! Mother gave me this feast + $100 angbao. Brother & Sister-in-law gave me $80 chq angbao. Grandma gave me a White Gold Necklace + a Golden Cross from Taka Jewellery. Well, as for Jenifer, he bought me A mask & toner for men. I love that! The toner itself smells like perfume! LOL!

After that, everyone went to work. Grandma went for singing lessons. Left Jenifer & I. We went to Vivocity to catch Happy Feet. It’s been some time I watched a movie. Well, for those who haven’t watch it. It’s worth the money. It shows a lot about moral education + people of being a “extra”. That’s 1 movie I’ll praise it. 1 OF THE BEST!

After the movie, we went over to Vivocity Rooftop? Or I should say. The OPEN AREA of Vivocity. It’s a pity that my dad didn’t turn up as he was working. But that doesn’t matter. Exactly, I haven’t had my own birthday cake since 4-6 years ago. I kinda forget. Jenifer was the 1st person to buy me a cake. Well, I’m touched. I burst into tears. I couldn’t resist it. The feeling was unexplainable. Although the cake was very simple, it’s really delicious! It’s from Jenifer. OF COURSE I LOVE IT!

Frankly speaking, after staying in Vivocity, I thought of going over to Cathay Cineleisure. I don’t know why. I’ll tell the truth. I missed the group there. But people come & go. I was expecting 2 of my best friends to AT LEAST send me a GOD DAMN SMS wishing me Happy Birthday. But I waited in vain. Jenifer knows it well. My 2 secondary school buddies. You jolly well know who you are. =)

I was hungry after having the cake. I thought of going The Café Cartel for dinner. But I was too bloated for anything. I want to eat SOMETHING. Then Jenifer brought me to a place of Organic Food. It's called FRESH START

This “so-called” mini café is located in Dhoby Xchange. The food is mostly Organic Food. Except for the Cheesy Hot Dog. The price is quite reasonable if you’re looking for pure Organic Food. For meat lovers who don’t like to have vegetable in your diet. You can have Cheesy Hot Dog just for $2. =D

After that I sent Jenifer home. As usual.

9th December was more crowded this time. I was resting at home all the way. This time, it's a BIGGER group! We went over to Marina Sotuth Steamboat for another feast. This time the people who came are?

Ryan
Jenifer
Jonathan
Melvin
Cindy
Valerie
Gregory
Ivan
David
Jerlyn
Simon
Carol

Well, had a simple dinner, billard session. Nothing much happened until I was being fooled like a fool. They bought me a chocolate birthday cake with TRICK CANDLES!

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We had lots of fun. Torphaine. My god brother came last minute. Before he leave for home. Uncle Fong drove my god mother, god sister Aries & Tere down to Marina South to see me. God Mother even gave me a angbao. Wishes me all the best. It's been some time I met Aries & Tere. Both look weird. AS USUAL! LOL!

For 10th December was abit dull, it was raining. We head for Changi Airport to see aeroplanes. Jonathan hired a Limo Cab for us. Melvin was with us too. On the way there, we saw this:

Beautiful eh?

Just to see airplanes? I never knew both of them are so into SIA planes. LOL!

Dinner at Popeye at Terminal 1. Come to think about it. The standard has dropped BIG TIME. The last thing I knew was, I was there with the old mondayblues gang just to study. I had Large Mashed Potatoes & I didn't get sick of it. Up to date, now? It sucks.

All 3 days gives me a sweet memory that I will never forget. Especially for what Jenifer did for me.

PICTURES!

The Face Shop. From Jenifer.

2 sponge cakes. From Jenifer.

White Gold Necklace with Gold Cross. From Grandma

Kamen Rider Agito Series. From Jeffery.

The Dog Plush. From Kendron.

PYAGU Mini Water Dispenser. From Simon & Carol.

Japanese Biscuits. From Valerie.

9th December birthday cake with TRICK CANDLES. From Melvin, Cindy & Valerie.

Exactly I'm so tempted to post the best 3 pictures that we took for the past 3 days.

8th December.

9th December. (BEFORE STEAMBOAT).

9th December. (AFTER STEAMBOAT)

10th December. (BEFORE DINNER)

10th December. (AFTER DINNER)

The problems that we encounter & the quarrels that we had. Everything that happened brings us closer.

Physically & Mentally.

Pictures of the night

2006-12-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

A night that I won't forget. 08/11/2006.

Top: Wesley . Benjamin's GF . Benjamin . Kendron . Ram(Trainer) . Ryan . Jenifer
Bottom: Thomas . Joanne . Ram's daughter . LJ . Davan

Finally, gonna start work tomorrow. After 4 days of resting. It's time to step back to where I'm supposed to be. People from Bravo who represent SOC for dragonboat is back tomorrow too. Just pray hard that it will not be any missing people.

Anyway, Canon DV Fest 2006 is out for voting. My company & I did a short film on a topic called Lime. It's a war among women that possibly leads to injury and even death. You might even find yourself relating to one of them. I'm 1 of the cast members. Exactly, it's quite fun to act & dance at the same time. If you feel that our team did a good job, feel free to vote for our film. It's a pity that the resolution is not that good. I heard from my uncle that this film will be airring in Mediacorp soon. Well, I wonder how soon.

http://www.canon.com.sg/dvfest/vote2006/vote_movie.php?movieID=2

Feel free to vote.

I guess that's enough of a update. Gonna rest.

Some remarks won't change my life. Say all you want. True friends will understand.

2006-12-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

It seems to me that my blog is somehow related to United Nations of Nations. I couldn't believe it. My blog is rather famous after all.

Well, things go pretty smoothly. I'm enjoying my life now. Maybe it's because my birthday is coming! I'm hitting the big "2" soon. At least I know, I'm not behaving like some childish fools who is trying to be a hero in my tagboard. Then again, what you expect from kids who doesn't know how to behave?

Today I will like to start a small topic of something.

Ever wondered how to tell a female's virginity?

I'll tell you.

A few years back, I kinda save this article about Virginity. I was bored. 'cos due to some reasons which it's a long past to me.

The common definition of a virgin is someone who has not had sex with a member of the opposite sex yet. Even this definition falls flat, though, when you realize that for many years, this was a physical issue, almost a medical one. A woman with an intact hymen was considered to be a virgin, and that was the end of the matter. Women in the Middle Ages, for example, were considered to be virgin if their hymen was intact. If a woman stretched or tore her hymen while horseback riding, she was simply and plainly no longer a virgin. If a woman was born with a tiny or nonexistent hymen, she was not a virgin.

And of course, no similar barometer existed for men. Virginity was a concept that held serious significance when it came to women only. There was a slighter consideration of it regards men, but it was with women that the importance of her virginity was paramount. (This attitude is somewhat reflected today, where the word can apply to men and women both, but it is still considered to "matter" more when it comes to women.)

This can seem strange to us, but it's important to keep in mind why the state of a woman's hymen was considered to be so vital -- it was the means by which one could prove that she had had sex with a man. A woman who had torn or stretched her hymen was "less valuable goods" (yippee for us, eh?) because her untouched state could not be determined with absolute certainty. A woman with a tiny or nonexistent hymen was similar. Thus a virgin was a woman who, it could be positively proven by physical evidence, had not had a penis inserted into her vagina.

(Inserted -- what an annoying way of putting it!)

And again, a similar physical barometer did not exist for men. So defining virginity isn't the clear-cut thing that we think it can be, and the definition has changed from the past to the present.

Don't ask me why I started this subject. I have my reasons.

When I was staying in my old condo at Faber Hills. I was crazy over Turtles. This upcoming clip was a movie that I watched more than 10 times when I was a kid.

I love the retro music. =D

2006-11-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

Latest Status.

I have been transferred out back to Woodlands Checkpoint. Now currently in Bravo team. I have been very busy lately. God knows why.

I'm teaching dance at Grace Assembly of God 2 for their upcoming event for Christmas.

The rest will be known abit later.

Well, I guess this will be my update for today.

Some funny morphing sequence (special cloths, etc...)

Retards. LOL!

2006-11-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

It's been some time I update this blog AGAIN!

Nowadays, I'm getting lazy to update. 'cos I'm quite busy recently. I'm leaving Police K-9 Unit soon. Either I'll be posted back to Woodlands Sub-Base or Airport Sub-Base. 'cos it's a WAR between me & Wesley. Thomas, Benjamin & Kendron got their FINAL posting. except both of us. But frankly speaking, I wanna go back Woodlands Sub-Base & return to TEAM ALPHA. They rocks! Wesley also wanna go back & return to TEAM DELTA.

Let the FATE decide on our posting.

This upcoming thursday will be my POD (Passing out Dinner). It's going to be held at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel. I'm gonna bring someone along. Friday is the last day I'll be in HQ. & that will be the day I shall finally know my posting.

A big thank you to Mr Wong Kia Yong, Kelvin for helping us to take pictures. =)

THE TEAM NDD.

trained by SI RAM

Ryan & Bara

Benjamin & Pepe

Thomas & Robby

Wesley & Bailey

Kendron & Leica (I pity Leica. haiz.. =X)

I can't wait for this Thursday & Friday!

2006-10-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

I have been very busy lately.

I'll be back on 02 November 2006.

In the meantime, enjoy this video & laugh all you want. =D

Chemistry.

2006-10-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

30th Anniversary Super Sentai Series

Go Go Sentai
Boukenger

1 of the best henshin I ever saw. Damn I love the music. =D

DXO was fun.

Adora

2006-10-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

**** SMILE ****

I just recieved an e-mail from my maid Adora who took care of me since 6 years old. She said that she's coming back to Singapore during the December season. I'm gonna organise a trip down to Blue Horizon to find Erik's family. This will be a big party for this year's christmas.

I miss them so much. Erik, Edrik, Chen, Yen, Uncle Paul & Ate Babes. =D

Come to think about it. My mum's birthday is on Christmas Day! But every year she have her personal party going on either in church or go drinking with her friends. LOL!

Now it's only october! But I'm having December mood now. I can't wait for it man!

I CAN'T WAIT!

Just now after grooming Bara, Andrew & Wei Huat said my face appeared in the "Police Life" Magazine. I never believe them at first 'cos they always cheat me. 'cos I trust people easily. But I was wrong. My ugly face appeared in the magazine! Together with people from my Squad. Jordan, Ken & Wallen was in the front cover. =D

All look the same. Find me. =D

Unless you're God. Questions of my life is meaningless to you.

2006-10-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

Ever wondered what is my e-mail related to?

What the hell is "Dekabreak"?

Check out this video. This will answer your question.

A Tribute to Dekabreak

Dumbtard

2006-10-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!

Exactly, I got tons of things to blog about. It's been some time I never do a proper entry about my life. Well, I'll start with my National Service in Police K-9 Unit 1st.

It's been a month I had my training as a Dog Handler today. We met Deputy Commander for a chat today. Talking about how's our training in K-9. All the usual feedbacks. It was great though.

For us as Narcotics Handlers, we tend to travel tons of places. Like for example: training outside in Tuas. The old scattered building where Mediacorp used to film "old times", cemetery in Lim Chu Kang OR Choa Chu Kang. I'm not sure either. But it's really a BIG cemetery! I can't believe I had training there! But it was nothing. 'cos in my 19+ years of living. I haven't seen "SOMETHING" before. We even went to Railway Goodshade near the Causeway. From the Goodshade, we can even see Johor from from Singapore. I took some pictures during training. =X

Beautiful eh? =D

Now we're left with 2-3 weeks of training. I'll post our NDD training team picture soon. Provided they want to smile with my camera. I have Thomas & Ben's solo pictures with their NDD. Now left with Wesley & Kendron. Wesley changed a new dog 'cos that dog can't work anymore le. The term is used as "WASH OUT" dog. 1 of the personnel just ORD, so Wesley is gonna do a switch tomorrow. Good luck to him man. =D

If my calculation is right, after our POP in K-9, we're heading to Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel for a international buffet. Together with our Officer-in-Charge, Deputy Commander & Commander. Guess we need to dress up for that little event. Damn, I'm so excited! But Ben & Thomas is gonna bring their girlfriend along. I'm so jealous of both of them!

** !!ARGH!! **

This 4th november 2006 is WRX challenge. All the best to you Wesley! Fight your way to get the damn car! For my case, Vinshin & I got a small event coming up. The guest-of-honour is someone who is acting in "Maggi & Me".

TAKE A WILD GUESS WHO IS SHE! LOL!

It's not how good you are. It's how good you want to be.

TC 4

2006-10-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

Time Crisis 4 Trailer

I love this game. =D

2006-10-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

I just received an email from my mum. It's about people who is born in December.

**** DECEMBER ****

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible. Better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
One guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
Loves music.
Pretty/handsome.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.

If you're interested to find out yourself in other months, feel free to drop your e-mail to me. I'll send it to your e-mail.

Spelling Error.

2006-10-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

I kinda look down on MDIS students. They fail their spelling.

Seems to me that he can't do basic spelling. I'll give an example.

Alpha = Alfa
Echo = Eco OR Ego

(He is studying degree in MDIS.)

Be Optimistic. Not Gloomy.

No topic.

2006-10-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Eileen complained that I never update my blog.

Very sorry about it. I was quite busy lately.

Went out with Vivian to catch "John Tucker Must Die". Exactly it's quite a nice show. It's just that the name of the movie sounds like "Romeo Must Die". I wasn't interested in the 1st place until Vivian pulled me to go watch together. I'm quite surprised that it's a comedy & cool show. Don't miss it. It's QUITE worth the money. After movie, we head for Eric's pub. Club Z (Inside ParkLane). I kinda like it. It's quite small but simple. Alex was there too. He told me that there's an event coming up next friday, that is 13th October 2006. If I never recall wrongly, it's called "CUBE" (near Momo).

Here's the deal all about. (18 years old & above)

$18 for males - $15 for females
$3 for a drink.
$12 for a jug.

You will get free membership. That's all I know.

If you're keen & interested, contact me. 'cos I MIGHT be going. =D

Calvin told me to send him KOF2002 to play. This was his feedback. =X

Calvin || unless i am dead , i wont give up on loving you says:
hard to play sia haha
[Ryan]: i suddenly missed the good old days in IGT. says:
u got config the difficulty?
Calvin || unless i am dead , i wont give up on loving you says:
i put easy hahaa
[Ryan]: i suddenly missed the good old days in IGT. says:
...............
Calvin || unless i am dead , i wont give up on loving you says:
i canot shoot power 1
Calvin || unless i am dead , i wont give up on loving you says:
lol
[Ryan]: i suddenly missed the good old days in IGT. says:
shoot power...................

If you wanna change, don't use the word "TRY". Use "MUST" instead.

100th entries

2006-10-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

Ryan's 100th entry.

A big thank you to Derek & Joseph for allowing me to brace up my self-esteem back again.

I just realised that my blog is hitting the 1st year birthday. LOL!

Well, it's gonna be a terrible upcoming week for me. I'm running out of cash. People owe me mahjong money still don't want to give. It's ridiculous. It's not like $100+? It's only $60! Haiz. I guess I won't be playing mahjong with that guy anymore.

Want to gamble? No money? DON'T PLAY! =)

My connection is getting screwed. Friendster & Photobucket is not functioning as my expectations lately. This sucks. I took about half an hour to get this damn entry done!

The worst thing that can ever happened is:

"Photobucket is LAGGING!"

Haiz. Will update my dog's picture tomorrow ba. I have been granted a half day leave for my filming. HOHO!

CANON DV FEST 2006! HERE I COME!

Rayne

2006-10-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAYNE

Best wishes to you. =)

Well, it's been a long week for me.

I'm very tired.

After tons of thoughts & thinking, I finally realised my biggest mistakes. I'm not a understanding that I was or I never been understanding before. I just don't know what to do. I'm confused. I'm really tired. Everything doesn't come in place. At least I have already expected. Well, it's my fault.

IT'S MY FAULT AFTER ALL!

I want to be understanding. But I don't seem to understand others while I keep caring for my own thoughts & feelings. Never spare a thought for others.

I WANT TO CHANGE!

But the question still remains. How?

PMS

2006-09-29T06:09:00.000+08:00

13 Things PMS Stands For:

1. Pass My Shotgun
2. Psychotic Mood Shift
3. Perpetual Munching Spree
4 Puffy Mid-Section
5. People Make me Sick
6. Provide Me with Sweets
7. Pardon My Sobbing
8. Pimples May Surface
9. Pass My Sweat pants
10. Pissy Mood Syndrome
11. Plainly; Men Suck
12. Pack My Stuff

& my favorite one.

13. Potential Murder Suspect

Japan Porn

2006-09-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

Japanese vs. Americans

Will update soon. =D

Sag Man

2006-09-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

SAGITTARIUS MAN

A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it.

He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him.

Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute, funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.

Heritage

2006-09-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SO FUN! =D

Sentosa trip? With Alpha.

2006-09-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

It's been a sweet 1 month working with the Woodlands K9 Sub-Base Alpha Team. I have to thank them for teaching me lots of things.

A BIG THANK YOU TO

Boon Tee
Tham
Ben
Sangeeta
Ted
Kee Yu
Kat
Weiqi
Elfie
Jeffery

Tomorrow is my last day in the Woodlands sub-base. I'm going back to HQ for training next Monday to learn how to handle a dog in a proper way. Either I'll be taking a Security Dog known as SD? Or it will be Narcotics Detector Dog. I won't be able to handle a Explosive Detector Dog 'cos it's only for regulars.

Speaking of regulars. I have decided

NOT TO SIGN ON!

'cos I have tons of things to accomplish in life. I have my aims & goal settings which I learned during my MLM days in Forever Living Products (Singapore).

Exactly I got tons of news to announce. But today is not the day.

Plans of the weekends

Saturday: Go Sentosa with Ted & Kee Yu with "I don't know who."

Sunday: Meet up with Vinshin & Vivian for discussion over OUR NEXT BIG THING + going off to Marine Parade to watch a SOLO JAZZ DANCE by the "White Beautiful Piano". She's still thinking wanna dance anot 'cos she's running out of ideas & steps.

Meiqin: Go for it. It's gonna be a BIG help you in your diploma.

Have faith in yourself. =)

Mixed

2006-09-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

Mixed Feelings.

I'm feeling being "mixed" like a pile of sweetness & bitterness. Well, things changes pretty quick. Exactly I'm quite disappointed over somebody. Well, at least I know that she's happy now. Her blog is so obvious. During the time when we're together, I don't feel it from her blog. I think too much le. Being paranoid. =)

My mum found out that we're through. She guessed it. Only my mum understands my point. The true fact is: "I'm NOT PERFECT!" I'm not good in words. I just speak from my heart. Believe me? Believe me not? I don't care. So many people is out there who is concerned for me.

I have to grow up someday to become a somebody & I'll make sure I won't pamper my kids. That's the biggest mistakes. I've been pampered like a prince in my old Faber Hills days. I have been very poor once. 4 people staying under a 2 room flat? HAVE YOU EVER TRIED THAT BEFORE?

At least now I understand the feelings of being rich & poor. I did cried once before during my Secondary school days. "WHY MUST THIS THING HAPPENED TO ME INSTEAD OF OTHERS? WHY DO I HAVE TO MOVE TO HOUGANG & TRAVEL ALL THE WAY TO JIN TAI SECONDARY SCHOOL TO STUDY?" It's really bad enough from Kallang to my old school. HOUGANG IS WORSE!

I have already decided how to do for the next 10 years. Until pass out as Dog Handler. The project will start. I will prove to others that I'm not a "NO LIFE" person.

When I hit 21? HSR! HERE I COME!

Thank you Jean. Thank you Meiqin.

Garo vs. Zero

2006-09-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

Garo vs. Zero (MUST SEE!)

This show was introduced by Fadzli. He told me about this show. Exactly I never really pay attention to him. Until my team member had this DVD set. So I asked him to lend me this DVD Box set.

*** My feelings towards the show. "GARO" ***

The scenes & battle style is like HIGHLANDER! With the visual & sound effects + a bit of anicent style music. It makes a good combination of the "Japanese HIGHLANDERS". But too bad, they call themselves. "MAKAI KNIGHTS"

I can't really bear to watch some scenes. It's damn disgusting. Like "breaking legs & smashing bodies." They never show it. But the feeling is terrible for me. People like me who don't watch horror. I managed to go though it.

Well, tomorrow is my morning shift le. If I'm ain't wrong, some of us are going arcade to grab some soft toys. SOFT TOYS!? They go grab their toys? I go play Time Crisis 4! HAHAHA!

Today is Pearlyn's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Best wishes to you.
'cos the birthday girl wish that every wish will come true.
(how many wishes you made sia?) =X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! PEARLYN!

Saturday is burned due to morning shift.
Sunday is burned due to night shift.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

3230 for sale.

2006-09-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

This HP model is currently for sale.

Comes with everything with an add-on 512mb RS-MMC.

$320 (Price Neg.)

Call me for details @ +6590615421.

2006-09-13T12:27:00.000+08:00

Kamen Rider Ryuki "FINSHER"

I just finished this show. Overall it isn't really a good series compared to Kamen Rider Blade. At least Blade have a better storyline. But still, thanks Jeffery from my team lent me the whole entire series.

Next stop, it will be Garo.

2006-09-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Everything single problems is caused by me. So be it. Blame me for all you want. No one understands me. No one understands from my point of view.

Maybe I'm just being myself. Too much of myself until I can't understand others. Well, it's over. If I choose to care, I might as well be kaypo. I'm too tired to think of some things anymore. If I choose not to, I'm at fault.

I'm really tired.

Everything is caused by me. Why is this happening to me? Am I really at fault? I think I have changed in some ways. I want to be a better person for others. But seems to me that I'm really screwing things up in my life. I'm not a perfect person. I'm always at fault.

I'm confused.
I'm tired.
I'm just a bystander.
I'm not good in anything.
I'm just a annoying shadow in other people's world.

I'm just a nuisance in my friends' world. But I don't want this to happen.

WHY?!?!?!?!

I'm full of doubts & questions. But I can't speak out.

I just wanna be a better person in everyone's life.

Brenda's birthday.

2006-09-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Brenda's birthday. I wasn't feeling well. So I went to see a doctor. I called up her to find out which part of Hougang there's a clinic that is opened. I walked from Hougang Ave 8. Back to Hougang Green. Then I saw a group of people. I approached them to ask is there any clinic which is opened. Lucky there are 3 ladies showed me the direction where's the 24hrs clinic. I have to thank them. Doctor said my throat have a slight infection. Ask me to cut down on my ciggs & spicy food. =X

Although I don't know you ladies' existance. A big "thank you" to them. =D

After that, I rushed to Pasir Ris Downtown East. My ITE friends who turned up are:

Derrick
Leon
Jensen
Zhao Xi

All different groups of people are around. It was fun. Got to know more friends. The feeling was great. But I was worried. "What happened to you? Why aren't you answering my calls?" But I didn't care. Just because of my PROBLEMS? I'm affecting Brenda's mood? I feel terrible. Somemore I know Brenda cos it's Derrick's girlfriend. If I ain't recall wrongly, they were together for a couple of years.

But I didn't listen to the Doctor's advice. I had 2 slices of stingays (I'm taking my revenge!) & squids with tons & tons & tons of "Fry Chilli"! *Man I'm sick.....* LOL! Had beehoons + curry. That's the worst combos I had for my throat.

The cake.

The birthday GIRL! Brenda. =D

After celebrating, I recieved a SMS. A SMS that I'm already expecting. 'cos I'm already mentally prepared for the worst. Well, I won't force her. I don't see the point. I bought all the pasta ingredients for a small dinner in my place on the 15th. I think I rather let my mum eat my skill of pasta. =)

The new Singapore Team have produced a new generation of fireworks. The person who helped out together to make this possible is Joanne(Dawnie) & Jason. It's called.

*** Fireworks in Firestarter's style.***

I have to thank lots of people.

Kee Yu: CPL, thanks for being really concerned. =D
Joanne & Jason: I love the pictures that we took for the "firestarters"
Jean: Mei, I know you're really concerned. Thank you for understanding.
Brenda: Your words allowed me to move forward without any harms.
Leon: You have been always a buddy to me. Thanks for accompanying me around.
Si Hua: I can never hide things from you. You made me a fool. LOL!

LAST BUT NOT LIST

Grace: I guess an old friend makes the biggest difference. =)

Ryuki

2006-09-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

I never expect my team got Kamen Rider fans. Heh Heh..

I just borrowed 1 box set from him. LOL!

Kamen Rider Ryuki

In the process of watching it. =D

Video Blog

2006-09-06T19:56:00.000+08:00

I kinda lazy to post entries. I just post videos.

King of Fighters XI PS2 Trailer - Ash Version

****ER

2006-08-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

THIS IS FOR YOU! ****ER! =D

Kendron

2006-08-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

Had en enjoyable day with Angela yesterday. Went to Toshiba World Tour 2007 to check their newest products in Singapore which is not launched yet. Quite fun ba. The entrance of the REGZA is VERY COOL! Filled with white curtains & TVs. Some "META BRAIN 100". Went over to Cine to meet up with the group. The people who went are:

Ryan
Angela
Fadzli
Tiffany
Norman
Ah Huat
Syafiq
Ashley
Lincoln
Fajar
Sharon

It's a big group. Can get charged already. LOL! =X

Tomorrow I will find out my NEW posting. Either I'm off to Woodlands Checkpoint OR I'm staying in Police K9 Unit for Base Guard duties. When the new intake comes in, I'll be training as a Dog Handler. For god knows what dog breed I'll be handling. For sure, I'm holding a NDD dog. Don't know what's that? Find out yourself. =D

I'm very very busy now! Thanks to my brother & mummy. I'm teaching my brother how to play WARCRAFT 3 & helping my mummy to do INVENTORY LIST! I can't even blog in peace.

A message to someone.

I'm happy with the way I am now. I won't entertain your nonsense anymore. 'cos I love her.

I need to make preparation for the 16th September 2006. It's a special day for me & her. Don't look down on me. I CAN COOK! It's just that I don't do it often.

WEI XIAO PASTA (Ryan's Version)

Pokemon

2006-08-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Memories. (Stephen sings POKEMON!!!!!!)

I have been posted out le.

Guess what? I'm posted to Special Operations Command K9 Unit. Currently my timing is 8am to 5.30pm. There's ups & downs in the unit. I'm going to enjoy & not enjoy my days in K9 unit. I don't wish to blog about it.

There are 10 people from the 123rd intake (NDP Squad) transfered to K9.

All I can say is, TSC & SC makes a BIG difference. The word "T aka. Trainee". My life in K9 is very different from HTA. My uncle from the 88th intake told me to choose K9. So I just follow loh. Anyway, I LOVE ANIMALS! So I decided to make use of my 18 months to learn something. Guess I made the right & wrong choice le. My allowance is dragged due to IMF.

I shall stop here. My head is burning. Thanks to PIMPLES! -.-"

More POC pictures!

Samuel & Ryan

Some of the BEST 123rd intake SCs. LOL!

1 of my new K9 partners. Jia Yong. =D

I have absolute trust in you.

Passing Out Ceremony.

2006-08-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

123rd intake. Squad 11/06, 12/06, 13/06, 14/06 & 15/06 had been waiting for this moment for a long long time. We enlisted on the 14th March 2006. During the 5 squads National Day Parade. We have gone undergone our training. It's an intense 5 months. We have left memories that will last for a lifetime.

For my position, 3 things that I'm really happy about.

1: *I changed part of my profile..* =D

2: 3 of them. Mummy, Daddy & Angela came for my Passing Out Ceremony!

3: Finally, It's PASSING OUT CEREMONY!

All of the 123rd intake NDP squad all got rewarded with a Certificate of Accomplishment.

My roommates. (Without Preston. *sighs*)

Both daddy & mummy.

I guess I'll never see myself in my father's size. LOL!

Friends of Squad 14/06. Ridz & Man Jie.

Ryan & Daryl

Where are the rest of Squad 11/06? -.-"

I guess I was over excited. LOL!

CHEESE!

Another angle from Andrew's girlfriend. Don't know where to look also. -.-"

*** .Ryan & Angela. ***

More POC pictures will be posted soon.

16th Aug 2006 is a special for me & you. Angela. =)

Derrick's Birthday + Basketball.

2006-08-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

Just went my dinner.

Yesterday was Derrick's birthday. It's been months we met. Exactly I thought the last meeting up was last year. I went to give wrong infomation to baby. LOL! The last meeting was Nov. Leon's birthday. Sorry baby!

Well, I met baby after her gathering at PS. Then we walk over to Cine to meet up with my ITE friends. But Leon & Alson, both of them were at Heeran. Walked over & in process of searching Derrick's birthday present. 3 of the dumb guys have no taste. Baby have to choose a nice T-Shirt for him. Thanks darling! =D. Went over to Far East Plaza to meet Derrick & his girlfriend Brenda. -.-" WALK & WALK & WALK! It's been a while I walk like tat. Meet le. Go Scotts for dinner. For the 1st time, I see baby's reaction of trying a spicy soup. HAHAHAHAHA! Guess she can't take spicy food. After that, we head down to esplanade for the LAST fireworks. As usual, she's crazy over fireworks. But on the way there was terrible, we have to squeeze our way in & out. But by her skill of "cutting through" people, we managed to get a more spacious place of us. She was tired. Accompany to WALK & WALK. I sent her home. Went Siglap to meet up Derrick again to drink. Derrick's dad's friend opened a pub there. We had freeflows. =X

My throat is recovering le! Thanks to baby for NAGGING at me. Gonna book in @ 9am. It's gonna be a great week for me. Passing out on the Wednesday.

Answers are meant to be found. Questions are meant to be solved.

Confused State.

2006-08-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

4 months of trainings. National Day Parade is finally over. I'm having a break at home. I'm feeling terrible. I think I need to see a doctor tomorrow. Who wants to accompany me..?

Squad 11/06 had a chalet @ Sentosa Costa Sands yesterday. It wasn't really fun for me. I'm feeling really sick. How to enjoy? Slight fever, difficult in breathing & etc. Thanks to Shakirin for sending me back to Hougang late in the night.

Some things that happened in the past, that reminds me of my history causes myself to lose my own confidence. Am I being foolish? Am I being so stupid of letting myself losing it to him? Why must you do this to me again!?

Now I'm in a very confused state.

I think my brain is over-heated.

Sentosa trip AGAIN before NDP

2006-08-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hoho!

Back in blogging. Exactly I'm quite tired. I kinda hurt my toe. It feels as though it's swollen which I don't know why.

This morning talked to baby until 5.30am. It's been a long long time since I did that. Woke up quite late. I met up with Fadzli & Tiffany quite late. I thought I'm the only one who is late. I guess not. Syafiq was late too. That MANGKO! =D

Today the Sentosa trip was fun. It's the only 5 of us. We had tons of volleyball games. Dancing & learning some new moves. It's called Capoeira. Overall the event was fun. Sentosa is one of the places that I'll never get sick of it.

PICTURES THAT WE TOOK IN SENTOSA (PALAWAN).

Syafiq had a sex change for a min today. It looks terrible.

Ashley breaking his head? =D

That's why he ended up posing this way. =X

I'm granted with a chair to lean & rest.

Group photo. =D

WHILE WALKING BACK TO HABOURFRONT

Emo

Beautiful scene. But awful outcome. =(

After that, we went to Habourfront Banquet for a dinner. I had a solo mutabak mutton for myself. It's really good. The curry was superb. Tiffany was feeling sick. So all of us decided to head home.

NOW YOU SEE IT?

NOW YOU DON'T!

My update is only focus of pictures that is nice from my point of view. Fadzli finally updated his blog with the same entry but different pictures. Go check it now. =)

I'm always be here for you. I promise you. =)

He don't love you.

2006-08-05T23:02:00.001+08:00

Let's start out with a dance video of mine.

Exactly this dance was made in the morning to perform in the late evening. We had a company line event called "Delta Nite '06". I gave my 100% to this dance. But problems came, during the performance. I had gastric pains. That's why the movements ain't sharp. The company line event was fun. I'm the only person doing dance. It's quite fun. For my personal opinion, I find it sucks. I feel that I can do MUCH better than this. My squadmates. Daryl, Shawn, Timothy & Shi Yuan performed some english song that I forgot that title. But Shi Yuan did a solo on Forever Love by Wang Li Hong. I wanted to get that video. But it's 10+mb. I'm gonna need some time to upload to my HP. Then share it to everyone.

Daryl & Shawn. Preparing for their performance.

Today is the last day of the combined rehearsals. I'm counting down to National Day Parade 2006. Guess what! The National Day Parade preview pictures was out in the NDP website. The Police GOH is inside.

I doubt it's clear enough. GO TO THE WEBSITE & SEE! 2nd Album.

Guess I'm gonna love my upcoming timetable.

6 Aug: Sentosa trip with Fadzli, Norman & more.

7 Aug: Booking in at 0745.

8 Aug: Booking out *don't know what time* BUT have to return back to camp at 2130.

9 Aug: NATIONAL DAY PARADE!

10 Aug: 123rd intake Squad 11/06 Chalet.

15 Aug: Passing out ceremony instead of passing out parade.

But 15th is a special day for Fajar. He's enlisting to the Police as a regular officer on the same day that I'm leaving the academy! All e best to you man.

Some stupid picture that took with Andrew & Joshua.

My squad 123rd intake 11/06

Now waiting for my baby to call. In the meantime, I need to clear some trash. My dog has fallen sick. Never finishes his food., anyhow pee on the floor & lots more. Nowadays too many people has fallen sick. Even my baby. =(

Gonna end here. If I'm ain't tired, I'll update about the Sentosa trip tomorrow. =D

Never fear. 'cos I'm here.

NDP preview.

2006-07-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

** Best Kamen Rider Kabuto Video I ever watched **

Hoooooooooooo! I'm back!

The National Day Parade preview was fun. I had 2 previews tickets. I gave to my daddy & mummy. The purpose of my mummy going for the NDP preview is not to see his son marching in the Police Guard of Honour. She's there to see the fireworks. Not me. She said the motivators sucks. Don't know how to motivate. Haha.

Today went out with Aries. My da mei. Her mother, that is my god ma. asked me to go over to her place for supper. But end up went Punggol Plaza to eat. It's been months we have seen each other. Still the same to me. Before that, met Fadzli, Norman & the rest for a while. Then I ciao.

Just reach home from Punggol Plaza. Gonna wash up & call up my baby. =D

I don't know what to do. But I know that it feels so right. The way that you speak keeps me going through the night.

Happy for people

2006-07-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for NDP 2006.

Counting down from today. I had 22 trainings up to date in this NDP training. There are 5 more to go. I never work so hard in my life before. That's something I'm proud of. The efforts kinda paid off. Finally I received some good news for myself.

1: I passed all the tests & exams. The last test will be on this upcoming Wednesday.

2: I'm going to POC soon on the 14th August.

3: Jocelyn got a new boyfriend. Then again, history will repeat if things get ugly. =X

I got a feeling that I'll be in town later. Anyone wanna join me?

Kabuto & Gattack Double Rider Kick!

It's not an offence to feel positive. I like the way I am. =D

Ruby

2006-07-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

Boring day for me. I'm lacking of cash recently. So I have decided to stay home instead of calling people to go out. But new friends of mine. Sebastian & Pei Ling asked me out. Well, I'm quite well-known.

Now I'm home. As usual, gonna preparing the needs to bring to camp. My dear sister Ruby made a comment that I almost FALL OFF MY CHAIR!

PLEASE READ THE 9/7/2006 ENTRY BEFORE YOU CONTINUE!

This is a comment that I never really expect to come by. Lucky I never activate my webcam. Or else I'll be seen ALMOST falling off my seat. -.-"

That's all for this entry. I just hope there's no NDP training this weekend. Let god help me. I wanna have a SATURDAY to relax. =D

Mixed feelings

Family Day

2006-07-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

I had an enjoyable week.

Although the 123th intake have POP-ed. My squad was kinda screwed. WE'RE SUPPOSED TO POP! But we can't. We have extra duties. Like NDP training? & the drill demo squad for the 124th Fit Squad intake.

We had a nights out on Wednesday. But I didn't go home as it's kinda far for me to go home & return to camp 4 hours later. I had 3 tickets. I've given to Ice. Don't ask me why. =) Andrew & Louis went to shop for a cake for Arifen. It's his birthday on the POP day. Well, making people dirty on his birthday is our duty. He appeared to become this way.

It's a beautiful art. Isn't it? =D

Just now was the full dress family day rehearsal. Our holding point have moved to the Singapore Indoor Stadium. It's air-con. Of course it's MUCH better. I have never expect many surprises. From Jin Tai Secondary School, I have spotted Lisa (Mandy's Sister). She's in ITE ITE Bukit Batok as a motivator. As usual her face never change. When I was preparing for dinner. Samuel Wang Fu Sheng, my senior spotted me. He's in the Navy Supporting Contingent & not forgeting Syafiq. My NCC junior. He's the OIC of the NCC Supporting Contingent. There's 1 more guy who I spotted. Damnit. I FORGOTTEN HIS NAME! But his surname was Ngoh. I lost my yearbook. Or else I know his name le.

This rehearsal is very different. The whole stadium is PACKED with people. Ice enjoyed her moment in the crowd. Well, I'm relieved. I doubt she spotted me in the GOH contingent. There are some pictures that we took.

120 SAR21s for the Guards of Honour.

Ryan - Andrew

Ryan - Shakirin - Arifen - Andrew

Ryan - Syafiq

Ryan - Syafiq - SAR21? LOL!

This upcoming video is the National Day Parade 2006 theme. It's a beautiful & a heart warming song. My Island Home by Kaira Gong. She's so pretty! =D =D =D =D =D

You are everything to me.

Get over it.

2006-07-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

This sucks.

I need to book in tomorrow @ 0945. Could this get any worse? Well, I doubt I have a choice. My sunday is burned.

This year on the Jan 18. My grandfather passed away due to sudden death. Last night after chatting with Ferlynn on the internet. I had a weird dream about him. During my secondary school years in Jin Tai Secondary School, my parents divorced. The interesting part was, I have a friend named James who brought me to Grace Assembly of God. From that day onwards, I decided to believe in the name of Jesus. Let God be my saviour.

But things got worst. I won't want to mention what happened.

The dream was: My grandpa was in the sky. Telling me that accept God as your saviour again. When I woke up, my mum told me to accept God again. I was like SURPRISED! I think it's just..... never mind.

A bad news to Sentosa Palawan lovers. The 2 cheese floats are GONE again.

This upcoming week on Saturday. 8 July 2006. There will be a National Day Parade Full Dress Combined Rehearsal. It will run the WHOLE SHOW. But take note, there will not be any fireworks. If your purpose is to see the fireworks, you can forget about it. So if anyone of you is interested in the tickets, please SMS/CALL me @ 90615421. I don't how many I'm gonna get. The details will be given soon.

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It's a start of a new month. I just hope that it's gonna be a good month for me.

Don't have to be brilliant. Just be genuine.